Went to my SATP (substance abuse treatment program) appt today, it was a huge step backwards for me, i have been clean for 6 weeks or more but the program is geared for someone coming off the street with a pipe stuck in their mouth, i decided against enrolling for that reason. My mental health provider appt is tomorrow and Im sure I will hear all about my bad decision. I dont think it was a bad decision though, I go to N/A at least twice weekly and doing great, the SATP is too intensive for someone who is already halfway back to (normal), perhaps abnormal is a better term. I dont post what i go through for your benefit, it is more for me as my personal diary and makes it very hard (practically impossible) to go back on my word, I am determined to succeed this time, that is the difference between now and every other time before.
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 03:42:39 +0000