What a night i felt Gods love from home to train to city as if i never left transportion of protection was totally upon me i left so safe ! I prayed but i just felt God say hear my voice go and i obeyed it was different thinking at same time could stay home but Gods deep calling to deep was stronger and it was that will you give everything up for me yes thats me his heart cry will you go ! Got to church of christ one lady not christian blessed me angel so didnt miss. My stop Got in and it was i am blessed to be in the house of the Lord than a thousand years in the world so blessed i cant contain it ! People homeless shelter and families just needing love ! Enjoying each other got to eat a meal with them the voulnteers are so down to earth christ like Men ! There was a couple One voulnteer lady i call her now grandma so beautiful heart and very wise in God loved it . I saw Gods hand on these people a lady walked in and started talking i never knew they had street docters we laughed but seriously thats fantastic if one gets hurt or needs medical attention theres a van with help and assistance. There was little babies eating what they had i felt loved to see no matter how hard it was they smiled and excepted life feeding pinnapple to him with joy they could get ! You might think what but i saw love survival and dedication of what only love that had and Gods giving them more as they see God alive there. Amazing Men of God women of old being grandmas thats God ! They had awsome healthy meals and fruit to take home this is church ! Paster is good friend i knew growing up then I met a guy on guitar from a church i had gone to Gods grace is changing and making people to be just like christ ! Its sad the girl i saw would be so cold on the streets some thing Grandma said its goes for men too " no sense no feeling " barriers of walls . Made sense. One guy spoke on relationships i saw it deep wounds but prayer and allowing God to get rid of that interuder is you need to tell to go with christ he said man that have been abused by women hold deep bitterness and unforgiveness with saying he thought hes christian hes forgiven her but he said Israel had to give up and repent then the cleansing had to happen deep down the lies and habbits have to be broken and restoration had to happen for him to be healed. Or you start assuming all women are the same and the behaviour of not helping you suttle behaviours can be picked up or had enough of women just all the same wrong ! Men can forgive but if some rooms of your home is not dealt with in your heart walls go up and withdraw of being hurt can trust and it becames a hinderence for. Your future of loving again . Deep intimacy with the father you need to go back and see the walls of offfenses and hurt and bitterness of is it still in me question ! Youll know how you treat a women are you able to open up with some one again or is it too hard or mind is blank of really reaching go to say what you feel because of the women thats hurt you has imprinted a mark on your heart its time that image of hurt be broken off and released of you so healing can take place . Healed men have sense of feeling but hurt men have no sence of healing doesnt help. Hope is a feeling a substance of things hoped for ! Healed people get hope and feeling of hope. Hurt people withdraw hope for pain and false imprints stop that hope when you see that parts of you healed and see Gods love for you again with sense of feeling again ! That women of righteousness is there clean or Man a women who has totally blown you away but seening can it be true ! Violence was never meant to be there now its time to get your sense of feelings back with God and acknowledging some other rooms need to be cleaned and the intruder to leave by Gods grace and your permision you will be set free to live and love again and know this time you are safe. God has never given up on you. I know its true it takes self disipline to allow truth and let God get right in and he does totally sets you free ! Like being born again saying this real God says yes ! Had got to friend walk me to train station Real man hes getting engaged so proud of him got
Posted on: Sat, 06 Jul 2013 16:05:38 +0000
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