When I was younger, I was really aware of one body. Then as I got older, I became aware of another body. I started to see the “Aura”. It was a beautiful array of color and it existed. I became very aware of the existence of other people aura. They would fade in and out of my mind, but it was always there. When I went through the psychic barrier and made my first contact with my Christ Self, I felt up lifted and free from fear and a sense of peace filled me and I received a knowing beyond anything I had felt before. This took place regularly. At times when I was going through these experiences I thought that my body was changing. Each subsequent spiritual experience that I went through I changed my perception of what I accepted as truth. Over along period of time my perceive consciousness was replaced with a new level of awareness. I choose to change my eating habits and use my free time to familiarize myself with the new energy within meditation. I felt that I grew increasingly lighter and lighter. My conscious mind was able to relax very easily over time. I became aware of the thoughts that my mind was entertaining and became the watcher. I started to be the witness of my deficient thoughts which were playing out in my life. Over time, I tried not to be judgmental and increasingly my body felt more refined and my mind became more disciplined. I tried only to allow thoughts that would support life and that were constructive and positive. I habitually denied error thought of deficient nature and positively affirmed the truth which was communicated to me by my Christ Self. Now this was no walk in the park. I had to face all my desires and fulfill them by knowing that this was right for me for now without judgments.. It was when I started to have no desire left in me other than doing the work of Self Healing that I started to move in ways that astounded me. I found for me the best way to dissolve my fears was by “prayer”. Not a pity me prayer, but a prayer of unification with God and a desire to know the truth. Over time, I found the any kind of fear would lower my vibration, so I would lovingly release any fear that I had to my Christ Self. With daily meditation, at first for 5 minutes, increasing to 10 minutes, then 15 minutes, later 20 minutes and later again 1 hour, 2 hours, 3 hours. When I got stuck, I used “prayer treatment”, I used prayer treatment for specific situations. This was a prayer similar to the prayer that Jesus thought his Disciples. Again, I found over time at the beginning that I was attracting fear entities by the dozen. I even attracted fake entities who gave signal which I assumed were from the Christ Self but they were not. So unless I received a unification experience with God, I did not believe the channel that I received. The signal given to me by my Christ Self never changed. So I am assuming that every person that has a desire to establish contact, their signal will remain constant. I used this to build it into safe guarding the channel. By channel I mean an inner knowing. There were times when I could not get verification signal, somehow I knew by the doubts and fears that I was experiencing that I would be wise not to trust the information coming from the fear related vibration. The only time that my signal changed was when I was introduced to new Christ teachers and Christ masters. Here I was lifted to a higher vibration and awareness. An inner knowing would occur. I was told that if there was any judgment or fear related material presented to me, I will affirm the truth by allowing non judgment, and love to heal the deficient thought forms occupying my mind.
Posted on: Mon, 10 Mar 2014 18:23:35 +0000
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