You know, Im just going to see what happens for now with everything. If I hear or see a single form of harassment come out of this, Ill just follow though with filling. Neither of you are worth my emotions anymore, there are such better people who will actually treat me right. Plus, I have the best family and friends I could ask for, and they are the ones who are there for me now, and thats what counts. Im already finding new people that arent hurtful towards me, and I feel like a weight was lifted from my shoulders. I would never wish this experience as a whole on myself or anyone else, but Im honestly glad that at least I finally feel strong now. I finally learned to know when I need to stand up for myself, and I learned that there are a lot of people you cant win with. If someone is trying to hurt you, you cannot fight them because of who they are, only what they did to you. If the people that hurt you most come together, then let them, because you dont need either one of them, and you know that. I know that Im better than this, I have plenty of people to stand up for me now, and Im really not afraid with or without the restraining order anymore. Im happy, and two rude people are not going to take me down to their pits of misery with them :)
Posted on: Tue, 29 Jul 2014 16:17:50 +0000