insert #87 After 3months iwas now 9months pregnant bee was out of hospital ,we has attended therapy for amonth sabuyelana from our separation and we were stronger than ever,,,lwandlekazi was arrested for attemped murder ofwhich she pleaded guilty and was sentenced to 6years in prison ,,iwas not happy with this but ke iwas happy she was going to be out of sight for awhile and completly out of our lives, Ihad gained alot of weight coz bendisitya wonke uvobe lo ulapha phandle.bee was very supportive cause bendimane ndibane mini zam ndivele ndilile ,,bt noko my babies were not that bad bebeziphethe kakuhle,they just liked kicking me alot We were expecting ababy girl and boy ,,be and i were baby crazy cause this was both our 1st pregnancy experiance bekungamnandangaa oko ke bt we were enjoying this experience,,we had already bought thekids yonke into,even painted their room half pink and blue,,we also attened the twin manage classes soy2..my man was really devoted to these babies cause he was also applaying for pertenity leave to help me with the babaies uzalwa kawabo Lulo was exicted too mnatkabawo,,ithink he was mostly fucinated by the bigness and shape of the tummy coz he constanly brushed it,hugged it and kissed it ,oviously the babies love him too cause they woudl kick evry time lulo held me For once in many years our lives were great and kumnandi we enjoyed life living as a normal family,,without no drama,no complications,disturbances and yonke into Things for us were not going the way we planned bt they were going the way GOD wanted it to ,we just happy Sunday evening,,we were watching tv,,was half watching tv half doing my homework for me ,,besisando qgibukutya so igot up ukuva kwam uba amanzi abilile ndayohlamba izitya,,ndava ipain encinci,bt i ignored it cause iv been having the same pain the whole ,worse ecaweni ibindiphethe kakubi bt yayeka exesheni,,ibingathi ndinesiluma or contractions like idid when iwhen iwas 7months preg nd the doc told me the babies were turning getting ready for delievery day,,ndagqiba uhlamba izitya iwent to sleep lulo ebenento ethanda ulala nathi these days so bendingena naye ezingubeni then ulala kwakhe ubee amse to his room,same happened to day Ifell asleep andazi nini,but iwas awaken by the pain again this time ibisitsho ibingathi ndiyatsha ndino mchamo,,so iwent to pee akwaphuma kwam chamo,,iwent to the kitchen ndavula ifrdge ndakhupha icake isat down and cried ndimamele ipain baqalile??? bee asked standing by the door *inodded*he came to give me a hug ,wiped my tears Bee: sanumenza kanjena loku umama ndzee*he was speaking tothe twins* after awhile yayeka ipain,we went back to bed salala Ndaphinde ndavuka ,iwas in hell super pain ngoku ,ndavusa u bee Bee:mm? Me: vuka uhambe apha Bee:hee? Me: phakama uyolala kwenye iroom awuva? Bee:haibo babe kutheni ngok? Me: awuzuyenza lento ndiyithethayo? Bee: ndizovuka ndiyephi ebusuku mntuwam ,ha,a masilale baby Me: andifunu lala nawe mna bee khahambe apha(icried) Bee: yho :( ok he ndyahamba He got up looking confused ,idnt knw ijust ddnt want him ecakwam,he got off bed wama Bee: uryt? Ijust got up ndanxiba my sleepers ndaphuma ndamdlula ndaya ekitchen ,ndahamba in circles around the table cause the pain seemed like ibingcono xandihamba hamba,,bendimane ndima ndiphefumle phinde ndothathi sekhona,,bee walked in the kitchen he was lost,, Icould see iworry ebusweni buka bee,ifelt bad bt bendingekamfuni ecakwam,the pain seemed more painful xandisecakwakhe Me: baby? Bee: maka lulo? Bendizothetha when the pain got me on my knees , Bee: baby yalunywa? *inodded kaninzi* He went away wabuya ne emegency bag,,he carried me to the car,,iwas breathing ngamatheni,,we drove off beku hectic ngoku Bee: baby breathe Me: breathe ntoni bukho??? Nguwe lona undenze sona bukho nguwe(iwas now crying) Bee: xolo klk baby njee Me: mxm sundithethisa vha We got to hospital igot abed inurse attended me,she gave me the most sad news zoba mntwana usekude kakukhulu,,ndabe ndisifa yi pain Igot off bed even though iwas instructed not to get of bed but ijust couldnt stay there Iran around the passage,ijumped up nd down,,itried breathing ,ipaced up and down ,,bee was sitting kwisitulo esikude nam,,coz bendinazo nendawo ezimbethayo ,he done this to me lok Finaly igave up iwent down to my knees ndagaqa ngamadolo,the pain ddnt allow me to be still ibifunan ndenze something any movement,,bendigaqa,,,ndizirhuqa phansti ,crying,shouting,screaming,cursing,miming,,bendizirhuqa ,ndirhubuluza kengenzima,,bendisitsha ngathi ndikwi pelepele ndonke For 16 hours iwas in labour ,ndilila ,ilizwi lam lade latsha ,,my water broke on the 17th hour bendingasadumbe Igot abed bee held my hand iwas finally bringing my babies to the world,,,kwathiwa mandiphushe,,ipushed,pushed,pushed,pushed,pushed,pushed and pushed,,hai abantwana bam didnt wana come out ,bendingasenayo ne energy engako this was sh*t hell painful ,,bendibile ndimanzi ndiqinisa amazinyo,,iwas given ballons to blow ,bendiyivuthela igqabhuke,,so iwas given acan eboqoziweyo ,,,,ndayivuthela yaryt Tuu abantwana bam,,icouldnt pushe no more ,bee wandicenga me2na engasabile ngathi nguye lo uzalayo,,wandicela esithi mandizame okokugqibela,,so igave it ashot one last time..ndaqokelela yonke i enerdy yam ibreathed in and i pushed out Kwavele kwaphuma igazi....... #UZUKHANYE_NKOSAZANA_BELWANA
Posted on: Fri, 17 Oct 2014 22:17:35 +0000
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