it is 4:28 am I do not have anything to do . Just thinking and memorising . What a starnge feeling ! a lone with my feelings and my memories . i cant understand me and limit exactly what my feeling is ! I have just opend my memo on my mobile seeing what i have written on it since i had bought my mobile . Seeking for somthing special ! i found that all my writtings have a lot of great things . Reading them part by part and then i figured out that some of them talking about my astonishing moments i have ever had , and some of them talking about my future plans and the rest is about some beautiful quotations for some poets and writers from the social media . What is funny there that I discovered i have written a lot about my dreams were in my mind at that time and all of them are unrealistic which i can not achieve in this fukken place . I have just written that i have a dream then what ! then nothing ! simply you are in Gaza :-) . But at all it did not affect on me so much because i used to live in my Dream Life to have this sense of happiness for some minuets and then I return to my Real Life which aoutomatically return me for that sense of depression an sadnesswhich i used to feel. In the other hand , what a great when you memorise your success and accomplishmens and also your failure.The failure which make me climp with all my powers to the success . I do believe in myself , and i do believe in my ability that i can do whatever the conditions are without making any excuse even if I live in Gaza :-P
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 01:28:51 +0000
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