leaving everything you once known behind, very hesitant taking your time hoping that one more second you spare before u drive away that one person will show up. as u see they dont and you remember your not that top priority the butterflies that makes them tingle with warmth and have that warmth once felt you oh so dearly miss; as the main plan changed...not how you ever pictured it. do i still wanna carry on because everything i do and wanna do virtually has no purpose now to a blank page of a new book.. that i always pictured,dreamed in a font so clear it was easy to see... chapter to chapter trying to overcome the pain i feel oh deep inside everyday i wakeup, the agony of wondering every second of every waking day will i ever be the same? as i wake up every morning to the dark. cold, lonely room whether sunny or not it still stays dark.. you are the first on my mind and the last i see. somethings in life dont feel right, as your gut tells you otherwise, a feeling of anxiety of being scared overcomes you with the thought of what you want to happen and would be a dream come true you think about it actually happening and that wall comes up again as it was needed at earlier times that used to make you crumble. the feeling and idea of being free and open minded to the idea scares you, when your in love dont wait. dont hesitate. could i live with leaving the love of my life and all i ever known and wanna know rather they dont feel the same anymore back? how much time is to much? well the love of my life will be the wait of my life also as ironically as it sounds theres no greater satisfaction or compared resolution.. i will wait as long as it takes take every option possible until my bodys at a calm cold still.. my hands laced of one another ill be perfectly fine as long as i die with the riveting smile... the soft touch of your eye lids, the perfect give into your cute little ears i squeezed at night to help me fall away from the world and never wanna come back to awaken reality...to know i gotta leave your bed site as it was torture, i tried soaking in every moment our toes were crinkled together as we lay.. As i turn over i realize its just another dream, another dream i will never forget, i will never let go no matter how much others try pursuaying me.The coldness of this bed is agony every morning i wake up but the warmth of your heart i remember oh so dearly to mind it will continue to keep my heart warm till the day i die and no longer more. -chris osborne
Posted on: Sat, 02 Aug 2014 00:32:12 +0000
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