!st observation about my self: I do Spiritual Counseling...but right now...Have to with myself...and hope it helps others....as sooner or later...i might get back into this professionally. Maybe. Number one: I love to Give. I love to help. When I lost everything in my life, who did I have to help me? or talk to? I would go to many pages, shamanism pages, spiritual pages, Reik Master pages, as I could not physically get out of the house, no car, no nothing...no home. This equals no money towards getting someone to talk to me. well, for many years, I would say, wow, how can they charge that and not help ALL people. My financial status probably is caused more by: Not agreeing with a financial decision by the mass world, to me, this keeps many from ones natural birthright. People makes this challenge for each other...Dont care who says what with this. Only people who has never been on the bottom of life, would say, its their fault....for having nothing. This really pissed me off, sorry to say. Because we are one world, one family, and a people that is suppose to be supportive to each other, helping everyone to want to find their purpose in life. When one suffers so many disappointments, I think it makes a person to want to give up, which lowers ones vibrations...and there is that dark hole. This is when AT THE MOST, a person needs a spiritual rope thrown to them. To walk with them, talk with them, and be a friend to them. To help if one wants...to shine light, positivity, etc to them. Where sooner or later,,,,they will believe enough in them self....to find the path....out of what they feel that weighs them down...and climb up to a higher vibration. Energy feeds Energy...as I have always believed...You equal what you believe equaling your life at a whole. However, in my experience....people can get in the way towards this.....even though one tries so hard to do and be the right thing, to care more....to travel that higher road. In my work experiences, I have had more trials from that ONE that always wants to be the trouble, be jealous, or just plain out hatred. Where ya feel, you will scream if you dont get away or quit. Every job I have had....has been this way...just plain right trouble. I loved my work, I was good at it....because it was more then money to me, it was my love, my passion to give the very best I could to another....with the amount of knowledge I had. I tried to be honest, open, and upfront with others. But, the few....I got knocked down too many times...and they always had the upper hand, though they were doing nothing but lying to get their way.....to get me out of the picture. They won. Without a job for now five years, I have tried many times to get back into the industry....now, I have lost my state license, though i still do nationally with Massage. But, because of health, hospital too many times..., I am stuck now in getting out there again. The whole thing paralyzed me. So, by many blessings now, from many visions, I believe the spiritworld was looking out for me and really cared enough to lead me to much...more, and to what I really wanted in life. Sitting, meditating...and now raising my energies back up, this is not easy. Really is not. I feel for those who had, then lost, and then on top of this, many leaves them alone. You find that friends you had, gone. Family you thought would be there to help, gone. Those who stay, cant do anything to help or too busy with surviving them self. So, as a spiritual counselor, I know right now, having my treasure given to me now, to us, I now have to find the strength to get up, find the next answer...and heal at the same time. So, walk with me people....as I know many are in the same boat...but, I know together we can come up out of this....when we dont let others tear us down...so, here...with a need to believe in myself again....more then those who wants to tear me down....Im going to show ya....I can do this AGAIN..WITH OR WITHOUT YOU. 1st thing...I say....have to feed the energy...and cant ride the fence. My challenge now...is how I word things, feed things, feed me, and rising energies in this to have that energy attract to me again. However, I want this financial energy and health energy to be better then anything I have ever had before....so... These are my thoughts and desires to walking UP. Step by step....my first will be....practice on visualization....again....and I will do this step with you,,,,next time. This is what I do in Spiritual counseling....that cost 50 dollars an hour....too much...I cant do this....too many people like me out there right now with nothing...however, needs someone. But at the same time, need a balance.......and I want financial wealth again....to at least take care of my WHOLE FAMILY. Tired now...cant finish .....so, rest again...another time.... Take what you like and leave the rest....please in peace. No judgement either. Warm Lamp Therapy towards Self-Healing
Posted on: Fri, 01 Nov 2013 10:05:40 +0000
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