10.7.2013 Swami Paramahamsananda Nithyananda SATSANGH _ Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam | Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam Vandhey Guru Paramparaam || I welcome you all with my love and respects. I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis sitting with us all over the world through Nithyananda TV, Sadhna TV and Lotus News Channel. I welcome all of you with my love and blessings. Today, Inner Awakening, the first batch of Level-1 is ending successfully. I was really wondering how can we give the essence at least which is to be given in twenty-one days in ten days. I think I have done justice. At least I led them to basic completion with themselves and with others. So, today, you will be learning completion with others. This twenty-one days reason was it takes twenty-one days for anything to become your bio-memory. That is why these twenty-one days. So, first ten days I teach completion with the past, and the next eleven days will be creation of the future, creation of the reality you need. The space of creation opens up only after completion. You will have various initiations which will need you to be in the physical presence. And especially the initiations like Jeevan Mukthi Deeksha and Vaak Siddhi initiation will be so powerful I need to attend to you guys physically, you need to be here physically. I am so happy and bless this first batch Inner Awakening Level-1. And we will have Maheshwara Puja. Just like when the second level ends we will have twenty-one different temple prasadams and varieties. Today, we will have Maheshwara Puja. Maheshwara Puja is completion, completion loop by completing with the departed souls. I wanted to tell one more thing. Yesterday, some media guy came to interview me, and he was asking, ‘What is your opinion about the new law brought by the Indian Government which says you can’t preach or teach any superstitious things in the TV channels and media?’ I was laughing. And I said, ‘What do you mean by superstition? Anything works for me, works for you, and works for everyone cannot be superstition! So whatever I am teaching works for me, works for you, works for everyone.’ So, I told him and answered him and sent him. He is convinced. I wanted to study that law deeper, and I am studying. But first, I wanted to put on record that that law is created especially to destroy Hindu teachers and preachers, frighten them and threaten them. Because, as per the Central Government, even Rama is superstition! They say Rama never existed in the Supreme Court! So, if you tell Ram Katha in the TV channel, you can be arrested for spreading superstition. If you tell Krishna Katha, Bhagawatha in the TV channel, you can be arrested. I will have to put a little more time and energy. I will read and come up with my response about this law. But prima facie I can see very clearly, this law is specially designed and created to destroy all the Hindu teachers, preachers, astrologers, babas, mahants, mahamandaleshwars, peethadeshwars. Today Mahadeva graces us in the alankara (decoration), leela alankara, “Ulavaa Kizhi Aruliyadhu”. The story behind the scene is, Kulabhushana Pandyan, the king, spent all his money in worshipping Shiva and building the temples, but didn’t take care of brahmin scholars, because of which famine and hunger started spreading in the kingdom. All scholars, Brahmins also started moving to other countries in search of food and respect. So, because of that, no Veda Mantra chanting and yajnas happening in the kingdom. The people of the kingdom were also wondering where to go and live. At this time, the king was also praying to Sundareshwara. Sundareshwara appeared in the king’s dream and said that the famine is because there was no yajnas performed and no Vedic chantings happening, for the Vedas are the Lord’s own words and ornaments. Then the Lord gives this Ulava Kizhi, which means the pot of gold coins which never gets empty, which will not get diminished at all. Sundareshwara asks the king to feed people with that wealth which comes out of the Ulava Kizhi and encourage the Brahmins and perform the yajnas. I commit with Sundareshwara and Meenakshi, I will make all this into reality once I settle down in Madurai Adheenam. Once our ruling starts, our “arul aakshi” starts, we will do Ulava Kizhi, Ulava Koattai. All these symbols we will make it known to people and with his grace we will make the whole thing into reality. We request his blessings. What beautiful stories! The Lord attending to every day-to-day things of life, literally responding to every simple prayer and ever single situation. In today’s satsangh I will continue to expand on “COMPLETION AND STABILITY”. Let me expand on the deeper dimensions of Completion. Listen! Completion, only with completion anything in your life is possible, and I wanted all of you to understand you have to first start completing even with this pattern of self-doubting. See, ‘If I complete is it going to help me? And when I sit in front of the mirror, start completing, I don’t think I feel complete.’ Even these are patterns! How many of you feel ‘If I sit in front of the mirror and do the completion process, I don’t know whether I am complete or not?’ This is an important pattern that you need to understand. How many of you feel that? Raise your hand. (People raise their hands). So understand, all of you have one important pattern: self-doubting. This self-doubting pattern, unless you complete with that pattern also, completion will not happen. Understand, the pattern of self-doubting. Please listen, along with your root-pattern and split-up of your personality, one more thing has entered into you: constantly doubting. Please listen! Because any part of your personality decides or does anything, the other part doubts that, cognition. Whatever your right hand does, the left hand is doubting! Whatever your left hand does, right hand is doubting! So, you have to do everything with both hands. Only then it will be successful. So, first of all, you need to complete with this doubting pattern, constantly doubting yourself. Because you constantly doubt yourself, you doubt about the truths of completion, four tattwas, principles, you doubt about everything. You doubt you. Because you doubt you, you doubt me. Please listen, you doubt you, you will doubt me, because I am inside you more than you exist in you! If you are occupying 20-35% of you, I am occupying 60-70% of you. So, naturally, if you doubt you, you will doubt me. And if you have anger towards you, you will have anger towards me. Sometimes people think, ‘I don’t have anger towards others, I have anger only towards me.’ But I tell you, when you dig, dig, dig, you will see very clearly, vengeance towards others when you can’t express it, it becomes anger towards you. Vengeance towards others when you can’t express it, when you think, ‘Oh, I know they are powerful! I have to be dependent on them!’, that expresses on you. Today I will expand only on how to complete with your self-doubt. Listen! Understand, today I will expand just on this one subject: self-doubt. Sit and look in. Look in to find first time when the self-doubting started in you. Please understand, the moment you realize your inner image about you is different and the outer image you project to others is different, self-doubting will start on you. The moment you realize that behind the screen you are like something and outside the screen you are like something, or in front of your wife you have a different way of behaving, and outside when she is not there you have a different way of describing her. Please understand, when you understand your inner image about you, your outer image about you, the way you project you and the way you think about you, when these two are different – the way you think about you is Mamakaara, the way you project you is Ahankaara – when these two become different, and one important thing, please listen, especially when others are convinced about the image you project outside, you think, ‘Oh, God! All these fellows are fooled! Even though I am hiding what is and projecting something different, everyone is fooled. I think this is how everyone is fooling others.’ Then you start doubting everything and you. Listen! When there is a disconnect between your inner image about you and the image you project about you outside, means your outer image, when there is a disconnect between these two, and especially when you are able to convince others, you are able to convince others about your outer image, the way you project yourself is your true image, when you are able to convince everyone, suddenly the self-doubt starts getting developed. ‘What am I doing? What is this?’ I tell you, the worst conscious killer disease is self-doubt, especially self-doubt established as a pattern in you. You will see very clearly you will work for something, and when it becomes a failure you yourself will take revenge on you. ‘You did all this! You need this!’ How many of you have this self-revenge pattern? This is called “atma droha”. Understand, first, “atma sandeha”, means self-doubt, then “atma droha”, and this leads to “atma hatya” self-destruction. No, that is the poor human-beings! Look in and start digging out when first time you started having self-doubt. Try to remember, recollect the earliest memory of your self-doubt. When you yourself did not trust the words you uttered, for example even now when you declare, ‘With Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, I declare…’, one part of you says, ‘You neither have Integrity nor Authenticity nor Responsibility! Keep quiet! Keep Quiet! This is all drama!’ Before you even complete one statement, your other part has finished satsangh! But I tell you, only by the declarations and making them into reality, the spiritual strength, “atma bala” is created. What is “atma bala”? Most of you, your parts, being integrated! See, now you are nothing more than a spare parts shop. You are not a whole vehicle. You are a spare parts shop. In U.S., there are dump yards where a lot of car spare parts will be dumped. Any spare part you want, you can go and get it. You will have even Rolls Royce spare parts! You may get Rolls Royce spare parts, but that does not mean dump yards can become car showroom! All of us are only dump yards, spare parts selling centers! Because we are all in different spare parts, each one is thinking in one, one way. Your tongue goes on visualizing about food and all the decisions about food it puts that file in the front: ‘Sign this first!’ And your eyes, they push their file: ‘Come on! Sign in this!’ And your lust, that fellow when he comes, he pushes everyone out! All files are thrown out! And he says, ‘Come on! Sign in this!’ It is literally like a chaotic government office! Chaotic, corrupt government office! Chaotic, corrupt government office and spare parts selling center. Now, first thing you need to do, recollect when the self-doubting started and all the incidents you remember about your self-doubting pattern. Please understand, the people who have self-doubt only created atheism! Atheism is nothing but the collective expression of self-doubt. Collective expression of confidence on the consciousness is temples. And, collective expression of self-doubt is atheism. So, with whatever you associate, you are going to get that, be very clear! Are you going to allow the collective self-doubt to influence you? No, I have read enough of atheist literature! It is nothing but exploiting your self-doubting system. These atheists idiots go on telling that “these religious leaders and gurus go on exploiting the innocent, exploiting the emotional weakness of the people”. I tell you, the atheist leaders and atheist gurus exploit the conscious weakness of human-beings which is self-doubting. (eNTV froze at this point for me……) See, your emotions, the decisions you take during your emotions, cannot be completely trusted. And one more thing you need to understand, that does not mean you should not take any decision based on emotions. You should take decisions based on emotions which should also be supported by intelligence. So, whenever you are high on emotions and want to take some decision, if you stop taking decisions, you will live as buffalo! If you take decisions immediately, you will end up in incompletion. You should raise your intelligence level to your emotions, building up completion in you to support why you should do what you want to do. Please understand, I am revealing some of the important basic theories of life. All the movie makers, they try to show the decision you take emotionally, like love marriage, it is always good and right! At least, the majority of them try to show, because in their life they realized it is wrong and a failure! They go on trying to justify, ‘No, no, no, I may not be successful, but the system is successful.’ Listen! Listen! Whenever you are high on emotion, means you are in love with a boy or girl, and you really, really want to get married, if you don’t take the decision in that high emotion, your whole life will be like a buffalo! I have seen people who don’t take any decision. I have a few specimens! So understand, if you don’t take decisions when you are highly excited, feeling powerful and emotional, you will become a buffalo. Same way, if you take decision during the high emotions, you will be a failure. Then, what should be done? Build the intelligence to support your decisions during the high emotions. Means, building completion, completion, completion! During the high emotions, self-doubt will also be in high frequency. So, complete with that self-doubt. Complete with the self-doubt. I can say, self-doubt is the part of you which does not allow you to take any major decisions in your life. I have seen many people who literally just want to jump into the Sangha and want to be part of the Sangha. They dream, ‘I think sannyas is my life. Living around him is the life. Oh, God! After so many janmas I realized he is in the human body! How can I be away?’ All high emotions! Inspired! Excited! But then comes self-doubt. ‘Will these emotions stay high? Will I be able to retain this same space? Will I be able to be in that same mood, be in that same energy? Oh, I don’t know! What to do?’ You are back to your two-bedroom apartment. Two-bedroom apartment means two people staying in that constantly for fighting with each other! Your inner space is like that only. The one who doubts you, and the one who is doubted. These two stay together and they exchange the role also. ‘See, today you doubt me, I will be the doubted. Tomorrow I will doubt you, you be the doubted.’ Understand, whenever the high emotion, excitement happens, understand you are jumping towards the space of God! You are closest to your highest existence! But, I tell you, don’t make decisions out of that emotion, and don’t be without making decision out of that emotion! You have to make decision after the completion with all the self-doubts, so that the emotion becomes eternal, e-motion, enlightening emotion! Understand, continuously these patterns of self-doubt destroy you making any major decision in your life. Whether in your career, or in your education, or in your life, in your knowledge, everything, everything, the self-doubt makes it into pieces, destroys it. The essence of today’s satsangh: Sit with all these self-doubting patterns. Pen them down. Relive and relieve them. Complete with them. Don’t doubt whether you completed with your self-doubts; that will be one more doubt! At least complete with that! If you have self-doubt, complete with it. If you have one more doubt whether you completed with your self-doubt or not, complete with that also. Go on completing. With this, I will move to the next segment of the morning satsangh – Nirahara Samyama – after a break of a few minutes. I request all the Nirahara Samyama participants, sit straight. Tomorrow level-2 Samyama ends. So, after tomorrow morning satsangh, you can have breakfast, you can break the Samyama. Now let us start the Nirahara Samyama. Please sit straight. Close your eyes. Cognize you have become Bidadi Kalpavruksha and inhale through both the nostrils and the mouth. Hold as long as possible. Exhale through both the nostrils. With Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility and Enriching, I bless you all. Let you all experience Kundalini awakening, live health, bliss and enlightenment, producing energy directly from space! Namah Shivaya! NIRAHARA SAMYAMA……….. You can open your eyes. And tomorrow we will end the Nirahara Samyama second level. And I bless every one of you. Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility and Enriching with eternal bliss, Nithyananda! Thank you! ___________________ END OF SATSANGH ___________________
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