35 years ago next Wednesday, I lost my first wife. She was pure and had no comparable, cept my mother Ellen, my sister Dabora, and both my grandmothers who were still living at that time. I had a wife once(my second, with faults of her own) who knew how to be a wife... At some point our addictions drove us apart. I was ready to quit... for 20 years... and she never was... Ill not argue this info with anyone or discuss other factors involved, except to say at some point I started feeling sorry for myself and was unable to get over it an may have comprimised my relationship with my 4 children... Shell agree or well agree to dis-agree, I love her still and always will! I love every member of her family to this day as if they were mine! ...and they are! Jonnie, Ashley, Barbara, James, Ron just to name a few, and all the rest... please tell em I said so! That said, I dont know where I am now. Im trying to love a woman who apparently cant be loved. March 22 will be our 3rd anniversary. Im at my wits end. I wonder if you have any recollection of ole Rus? Was I unwavering, was I compassionate back then, were you assured I cared about you? Did I truly care about your and yours, how do you remember me today? I beg you not to sugar coat this... if you think it too personal, then put it in a PM(inbox), or simple dont respond. Just because I love you, doesnt mean youre obligated... but ask your spouse, ask your folks, ask your family your brothers and sisters... was I genuine... Did I show you I loved you? Dont you believe I still do?
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 03:19:18 +0000
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