A comment I made to a friend had me thinking about what I would do with money...I would get the trash in the backyard cleaned up so I wouldnt have to fear fire. Id pay the trash people so I no longer had to go to the dump. Id pay someone to come and move my furniture for me cuz Im not strong enough to do it myself. I havent even fixed the house since we moved 2 years ago. Id get new tires so id be safe on the road and get my carb fixed to save gas. Id get Botox for my forehead so I wouldnt be tortured by forehead pain all night. Id catch up on the utilities so I wouldnt have to fear theyd be cut off. Id pay what I owe to the landlady so I wouldnt have to fear eviction. Id get out if the hole in my bank accounts so I could have my normal income again. And if I was really lucky Id get a Smart car so that Id have gas to go back to school - and Id be able to pay for the classes I still need to finish. Maybe Id have more than one pair of jeans and sone new underwear. Id be able to buy good food for a diet, not cheap junk. Id hire someone to clean the yard and make a dog yard and do repairs so that I could save my energy for working out. Id be able to buy shoes for my mom that she can wear. Id take her out to dinner. Id get a new computer or get mine repaired. Id get new glasses and contacts that I cant afford. No vacations, no Tony Robbins seminars, no new boats or fun things like that, no shopping trips. Nothing frivolous. Just necessities and things to make me have a shred of hope for my future, my education, becoming employable again. And using my talents. I know none of this will happen, good things dont happen to me, it just gets worse and worse. My friend just got me thinking...and now I wish I hadnt. Its like wishing youd win the lottery. It happens to other people, not me.
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 03:13:14 +0000
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