A couple weeks ago, I had mixed emotions from my break up. I asked why, I was mad, sad, and went through a plethora of emotions. But as I lay into today and I look back, and with certain surrounding circumstances, it could have probably never survived. We were too happy and that was a problem for some. This man I lay next to sleep, hes reminded me that im still worth it. He has treated me like an absolute princess. My ex, he wasnt a bad person. In fact, he was sweet too. And no matter who encompasses my space I will always love that dude. But external forces would have eventually led to our demise anyways. Because I verbally express myself when I feel something isnt right and dont hold my tongue on it. Ive had a chance to be at the hospital with my mama every night since last Thursday. And walking the halls seeing all those sick people has reminded me to move forward, and that life goes on. Each moment youre afforded a chance at happiness and to live life, grab it by the horns and ride it. Dont look back. You dont have time to waste being sad. Because guess what, it doesnt change anything anyways. So move on. Im not sure where the road leads for me relationship wise. All I know is as the sun rises and sets, ill see and continue to take it one day at a time.
Posted on: Fri, 29 Aug 2014 07:05:06 +0000
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