As much as I am against putting personal business on Facebook, I feel as though I need to let people know about my situation. My personal business is not personal because of the public positions & responsibilities Ive held. However, my Facebook family & friends may not be aware of recent events. I resigned from all of my ministry positions for good reason. I separated from my husband & filed for divorce. I have started dating someone. I will not talk about my marital situation in any way as that would involve details that involve more than just my personal life. This was not a hasty decision & all I can do is be bare honest and account for my actions only. I will not present myself to be something I am not. I made my decisions public and accounted for my actions only. Again, I refuse to portray myself as something Im not. I still have a VERY active relationship with God & I am attending church regularly, staying under the anointing, and seeing a counselor. I am sitting down for a season because I need to. My life is out of order right now. However, His grace is sufficient for me. I trust in the good that is in me, that good being His spirit. I am being careful to not frustrate the grace that I am very reliant on...especially right now. That is the best I can do right now, that is to account for me, stay in His presence (which has been rich), and seek His face and trust Him. What needs corrected, God will correct. What needs healed, God will heal. What needs vindicated, God will vindicate, what needs restored, God will restore. My faith is in Him. I HATE what this is doing to my kids, my husband, & those who are very hurt, let down, and confused. I failed as a wife in pursuing a divorce (however, I just could not go on), I have failed my children in demonstrating a until death do us part. commitment, and I have failed as a leader. God had not failed, church had not failed, church leadership has not failed because these are still good things. As a fallible person, I have failed in those positions. I plead with all and kindly ask that you DO NOT SLANDER MY HUSBAND, MY CHILDREN, MY CHURCH, OR ME by your comments, posts, or messages. I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANYBODY WHO DOES NOT RESPECT ALL OF US INVOLVED BY FEELING THE NEED TO PUBLICLY CORRECT, REBUKE, OR STATE YOUR OPINIONS OR WHAT YOU FEEL NEEDS TO BE SAID, EVEN IF IT IS WELL INTENTIONED! I WOULD RATHER YOU DELETE ME AS A FRIEND AND MOVE ON RATHER THAN TO ADD TO AN ALREADY DIFFICULT & PAINFUL TIME IN MY FAMILIES LIFE. I ask kindly that even in your comments to this post, please show only Christian love and refrain from negative talk, slander, or statements of how you think others should conduct themselves if they do choose to not honor my requests. I DONT WANT ANYBODY TO RAISE UP AGAINST ANYBODY BY TAKING SIDES, FEELING THE NEED TO DEFEND ANY OF US INVOLVED OR FOR ANY OTHER REASON. I have been avoiding posting on Facebook as I am leery of how my posts will be interpreted. I ask that you please stop digging through mine and my families news feeds and looking for things in an attempt to interpret this situation. I ask that you please not talk to my children about their dad & I, but only to lend your love and support to them. I have awesome children that I love with ALL of my heart and they are hurting, angry, confused, and tired. I own my part in that. Please, I beg you to kindly use your energy to pray for my family, all whom this has effected, and also for me. I was reluctant to continue to post the things that I feel that God had shown me and has been speaking to me as I dont want to confuse folks. However, if there is any part of me that can still glorify God...that is exactly what I am going to continue do in spite of my condition right now. If you feel as though that is confusing or will make you upset, kindly delete me or set ur settings to not see my posts. AGAIN....I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY NEGATIVE TALK ABOUT MY HUSBAND, KIDS, CHURCH, OTHER PEOPLE, OR MYSELF. PLEASE DELETE ME IF YOU FEEL YOU CANT REFRAIN FROM THAT. ABOVE ALL...PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FAMILY, THE CHURCHES, ALL EFFECTED, AND MYSELF. I COVET YOUR PRAYERS!!!!
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 14:35:33 +0000
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