As the days go by, I always think about you. I question myself why things have to be so hard in life without you here. I think about why it was us who had to go through this. I find myself breaking down at some moments because you cant be here with us around the holidays. I cry every single time I see your sister holding her baby doll rocking back and fourth trying to put the doll to sleep. Your sister would have loved to hold you & give you the love a big sibiling is supposed to do. She would have played with you as you grew & protected you. Its hard to believe you have been gone for 3 months & 6 days. These have been the hardest days of my life. Sometimes I think about the days where Id feel you kicking & moving around inside my stomach. Where youd have the hiccups & my stomach would just move every time you hiccup. The days where Id lay down and you would make some strong movements and your daddy & sister would just lay there talk to you & feel you move.. Id look at my stomach in the mirror every single day of my pregnancy & just talk to you to feel you punch back at my tummy. The day I got to hold you in my arms, I cried & cried wishing that it wasnt real. The day I buried you, I begged and begged for another chance to have you.. life has its ups & downs.. I believe things happen for reasons & god needed you in heaven.. As I walk outside everytime, I look to the sky & blow a kiss for you to let you know that every step of the way Im still thinking of you & I still love & miss you. 09/07/14 -Praying for better days. R.I.P DMG.
Posted on: Sun, 14 Dec 2014 02:58:58 +0000
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