CHALLENGE: I have just been alerted, by a friend, that I have made it on topix again, just as another friend told me two years ago I was on it 3 years ago. Three years ago, I would have welcomed anyone of the people who judged my life so aptly bad, to have told me, for i had no idea how far i was missing the mark, I was trying to live the only way I was able to figure out, and when I realized I couldnt figure it out i fled it, and I was recieved by a place called the Promise Land, and it was there i met God, learned about God, and started to have a relationship with God. The shame of it is the people who judge mock and ridicule me, could have told me, could have helped me, since all of you who speak down of me, that would mean you have your Christian life together, was it not your duty to help me? I may not have been worth the effort to you, but i thank God everyday it wasnt up to you. God said I was worth it, and there was abunch of real christians in south carolina, who wanted to do what God told them to...and they helped me. As far as now, and fooling churches, I challenge, you to come with me, not churches my church, the church God led me to, where i belong, where my adopted family is, where i finally found the love I had been promised my whole life, as far as fooling anyone it would be alot of trouble with nothing to gain. As far as needing Chris Mathes in office, I dont for myself, I know he makes it easier as far as the work I am trying to do to lead others to God. It infuriates me to know there are people suffering the way I suffered and longed to be loved and accepted, and they dont have to, if I can only get them to church or church to them As far as being a snitch, I have no need of that anymore, I haVE NOTHING OVER MY HEAD, but probably if you had a methlab beside where I live, or anything I love I would probably make a call, just because its the right thing to do. I owe it to myself and all I care about to create the best community we can have. As far as my troubled misguided son goes, it is very hurtful to see people write hurtful things about, my child in the same predictament I was, so I bring him as often as he will come, where he can be heqaled by the love my church offers, and i wil even go as far as to say, alot of his flaws are my fault, as far as his nanny spoiling him, its more of a hindrance than a blessing, but Im sure the only reason you mentioned it is your own jealousy. Im certainly not a saint,but since I came back from the promiseland 2 years ago and started church at FIRST CHRISTIAN CHURCH, I have had over 100 people come to church with me, and since I started the bible study presently on going now, when I was in jail 2 years ago. There have been about 17 girls from jail come with e to church, and 9 became members. I have had 13 people in all come stay with me as they came from jail or other places and had nowhere to stay. I have nothing over my head, there is nothing to be gained from putting myself through the torment some of these people bring with them...but even with my spoiled sense of entitlement, someone was willing to take time effort and money and love me til God got a shot, and for that i will be eternally grateful, and willing to give it to the next person, because I want to please God, just simple, the love I feel from him is so great it makes me willing to help people, i may otherwise not want to. Now, as far as who Im voting for, I could say its my business...thats why they pull a curtain, but for 1. Im not a fan of closets, what ever you do be proud, if your not proud...dont do it. 2. I will publically stand up for the people who help me, they need it, they deserve it, and its right. The signs in my yard, are reminders of a time when if someone didnt act, something wouldnt happen,(I dont mean anything as trivial as jail, when i go to jail I just teach the bible and try to build the class for the teachers from my church who come once a week now), Im talking about something thatneeded to happen, tracking down where a homeless womans check and where the money is going....I had to wait 4 hours with a text and a call in between reassuring me she would be there, and Judy was, and she asked the questions made the calls and got the ball roling, that is stuff that is important to me, Misty, has had several of the girls/women I worked with/ lived with tried to help, or shes had thier kids, and there have been several situations, when I called ...last minute hey this is the problem...always , they answer, come on over, Kent same thing, I dont know how he could miss taking the office with the thought of any industry in here, JOBS are important, and Chris, has never kept me out of jail, he doesnt have the power to dismiss my fines, but he did let my church come in and teach Gods word once a week, and he did go speak at a preacher luncheon, with me to rally up churches to get involved with going in the jail...its whats important to me, its changing peoples lives, its helping others, its Christianity, and its what God told us to do. Now if someone knows how to cut and paste please put this on thsat topix place. Than k you
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 05:34:11 +0000
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