Ced Burrell Hi baby this is my new song to you. I got it from Darla who thought of me and you enough to tag us in this.. This is my song to you babe.. Its exactly how I feel.. I miss you, Ced.. Words cannot explain. There is an absense. Ive lot my zest, my Joanna, who I am. I am having to re- be.. I dont know how to, without you. So many things make me miss you in a days time. Im still in my car and that is when I feel free to cry and scream and yell and beg Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Why CED It feels so wrong, it feels so unfair. It is unfair. I say to God. Why lord WHY It will be a long time before I know and more than likely it will only be when and if I ever make it to Heaven. Please pray for me Ced. I am weak. I know you would be disappointed in me, as many times as weve talked about passing onto the other side and our excitement to be with the Lord. This really sucks. Its unbelievably painful not to have you here. Logically I know youre totally alive and in Heaven, it doesnt help my heart though. Its really weird. Its sad, its unfair. I cant believe you are not here .. I still am hoping this is a sick and weird and offically long ; prank of Got ya; but somehow, Im beginning to believe its not. And that is so hard. Because the reality is, I have never been to Heaven. Ive never met God. only in my heart, so the only hope I have of being with you again is what I and what you and others we love have invested our life in and that is that this place we preach about ( Heaven ) and this person we serve ( God ) is real and that you are there. That is my faith, that is all I can do, is have faith, in what I and you have always professed. You are safe and you are alive and all is well. Still, my heart is broken. I love you Here is my song to you, honey. it fits your and my love and its how I feel.. Good night honey, talk with you soon
Posted on: Fri, 07 Nov 2014 04:09:12 +0000
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