Chest Xrays and Ekg came back fine. The doctor said its just stress and anxiety. I think too much about the bad things in life, when I really should be focusing on the good. Its just been hard and I have so much stress and so many thing getting to me and its caused me so much chest pain. My chest still hurts pretty bad:/ but hopefully Ill feel better tomorrow. At least Im not unsure of things now. I just dont understand how pain this bad can be caused just by thinking about my dad and thinking about all the other things bothering me. I wanna try to be positive now, but its hard when I got alot going in....I just want a nice break from it all and I dont think I understand and look at life the way I should. I have so much anger inside me and instead of thinking that waking up everyday and having a whole life ahead of me is a gift, I think why do all the good have to die and the fact that Ill never see my dad again. Thats kinda just the way things are gonna stay. I guess the chest pain is gonna keep continuing because there is no way I can think positive after losing the most important person in my life...
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 23:06:14 +0000