Circumstances in life or life in general can take the average person and destroy their lives through depression. Depression sneaks up on you and before you know it its all around you. In a perfect world or a perfect day...the thought of suicide comes and hits you out of the blue over and over.....depression is not a sadness...its not being sad but much greater....trust me...i have lived it for many years and have been through it often....even recently. However the awareness of being in the situation is key.....once you are aware that is has crept up and taken you by surprise.....then the next time you will be able to see when it first starts creeping up on you and trust me....you will fight and do all the things you can to block it. In my case ive fought it by myself my whole life and had to put up with what i call ignorant snap out of it comments from people who dont take the time to really understand what your going through. I changed my life a few years ago forgood or for bad and created a place....a physical ace...the farm where i can spend most of my time healing and enjoying most of the hours in a day. With a clear light head...like a freak...many people have come to the farm and saw me walk right up to these strangers and ask whats wrong even before saying hi. These atevthe same people who have broken down on the farm within minutes anddumped a mind full of stress on that farm. There is healing power there. I am sensitive to this for reasons unknown and will never complain about anyone who comes to the farm just to brain dump or have someone to listen to your problems. It seems wounded people are better at healing each other in my opinion. Its like two people trecking out of the desert and ibe has a broken leg while the other carries him/her...thats the farm. Ive sat in the middle of the field with total strangers and cried with them. There are lots of jass amongst us and if you ever feel....actually im asking that i wish every person young and old decides to come to the farm before they even get close to what Mr. Robin Williams did. Im sorry robin you didnt hear about us at the farm because you and everyone like us are invited to come to the place that was unexpectedly built as a healing place and unexpectedly made us all patients and healers. R.i.p. i feel a storm a coming. I fully expect to be back at the farm on saturday at 10. We have 20,000 lbs. Of product to pull..carrots and potatoes....and we have a few tons of healing to continue working on......e help...see you there....im almost good to go. Love you all for pulling me through.
Posted on: Wed, 13 Aug 2014 01:11:29 +0000
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