DREAMS HAVE NEVER MADE MY BED.... If I should be short on words...And long on things to say...Could you crawl into my world...And take me worlds away?~Chris Cornell ;)~ I guess Ive never really had a problem being short on words have I? If I was, I would wonder who it was that could be counting them anyways. Tonight as I am sitting here watching the SEASONS beginning to change from the view out my window, I am drawn to a funny sense of realization that is coming from the thought of exactly how many of them Ive been able to see change, and just how many different ways Ive been able to experience all of them... They say that life can change once you change your perspectives, and the changing SEASONS can help that without a doubt...I must admit that in my life, I have been lucky enough to change them internally, and also change the outward surroundings to match the new found outlooks that have come my way more than a few times over the years. It isnt always that easy for everyone, and I know that. When I look back I can also see that I didnt always have it easy either. The biggest stumbling blocks in the SEASONS of my own life, were simply put there by Lance in the first place. I didnt change because...I didnt want to, and more importantly, I was also afraid of what would happen to me if I let go of the only thing I knew...Could I survive being that person I didnt know how to be, but knew I needed to be, to survive? Either way, it seems that I am here, and many of the people I have loved in my life...are not. Am I still lost behind words Ill never find? I think that question was answered long ago when it was asked of me, point blank, by me...Yes...and now No. And it is always in the now that the SEASONS of change truly matter. I have learned, loved and, yes, lived...But with each one of those new SEASONS that come rolling into my life I am given a brand new chance at opportunity to continue to learn, love, and of course live...with the ones I love...that are with me...now... Its true, Dreams have never made my bed...But you know what? It has been those dreams that have made me able to get out of that bed, make it myself, and go out there to experience more of those SEASONS that come to all of us. And whether I have been ready for them or not, they have come, and come, and come. I am feeling blessed because of it...and it is with my words that I write down, then read back to myself, that I can see one common thing... Not only am I not at a loss for any of them...I am no longer lost because of them either....and for a guy like me....Thats as good of a reason as any to celebrate and welcome the next SEASONS coming now in my life..... Thanks for reading, Lance happy to be here Rome We continue because....we can youtu.be/RpEzPBzJRLo
Posted on: Sun, 21 Sep 2014 12:59:12 +0000
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