For the past few months I’ve been suffering from this funk I would like to call “Temporary Happiness”, its a feeling that you get where you think you have it all under control, you think everything is perfectly fine, you’re all smiles and laughs when you’re with your friends but when the moment comes that you are suddenly all alone with your thoughts thats when it hits you.. You are not as happy as you think you are. Reasons being, I have been distracted from reality, I do not take my problems head on, instead I lock them in the back of my brain and then when its the last minute thats when I tackle the situation. I am unhealthy, I do not listen and I am stubborn. Although sometimes I would think that I could handle the situations I’m going through all on my own, there are just some things in life where you actually do need the help of your family and friends. I would always think that it would be a burden for me to ask for help or that I was being a pain in the ass, but then I realised I am being a pain in the ass by not asking for help especially when it is most needed.
Posted on: Mon, 12 May 2014 13:37:08 +0000