For those that know me and the season coming up I have always tended to keep myself very busy from Collins birthday up until January. I made a decision today....my fall gathering? cancelled. My family dinner in November? cancelled. Friends and Family bake day? also cancelled. If you have a birthday in January party? cancelled as well. I am not 100 percent sure but I think ever since Nana died, then dad, then mom I was doing everything I could to keep busy. To not think about the losses I suffered. I think maybe I was afraid, maybe overly afraid that I wouldnt have any memories made for my family that they wont remember when Im gone. Well I cant make them remember and I cant keep killing myself to make these memories for them. I have to take care of me.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Sep 2014 01:01:58 +0000
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