Good Morning Happy People!! and all the old Crazy Followers! (Another POST BLOG! Its long, but Ive got some things I want to tell YOU) So here I am, in a strange town, with the kids 24/7 and Ill be homeschooling them, which Ive never done before. We might be moving in a few weeks to another state. He mentioned that we could stay in the area, find a place, put the kids in school, and just settle here, and not have to travel. There will always be work here in LA. Its not that the travel wouldnt be cool, but he is actually quite concerned about my level of sanity in having the boys all the time. I am too. Theres no friends, family, or trusted individual anywhere to watch them for any length of time whatsoever. There is absolutely no rest whatsoever. It IS hard. Ive been willing to do it all, for the sake of all of us. But yeah, it IS hard. I havent really made much complaint about it, because it is what it is, but he sees it. So we MAY travel shortly, but sooner than later, just settle in this area, so the kids can go to a regular school and he can do the job he wants, and make money, and be in a stable home and environment. With my level of pain and Fibro in the winter, Im guessing that the healthiest place for me to be, is NOT an extreme winter area. If thats where you live, I really feel for ya. Ive spent many years moving around the country already, and SoCal has been the best for my health. Even though it was 109 yesterday and the air conditioner wont work. (I STILL suffer from many things, on some meds, still have some pain, still get depressed, but must work very hard to maintain my health) And this is what I want to tell all of you, for every person that encourages me and others along the way: Yall are my friends, my colleagues, my fellow SAHMs, my hippie pals, my disabled buddies that know this, those special ones out there that have or are still fighting with pain, depression, and illness. My ladies who cry at night because of heartache. The ones that struggle just to take a shower or go to the store to buy their own food. The ones that get neck deep in my anger towards the government and injustice. Even my little man group following. Im glad for you guys too. You bring insight, advice and funny anecdotes to the scene and I appreciate you all. I especially appreciate the kindness, sincerity and respectfulness that everyone displays to each other. Theres no hate, animosity, or banning. Im thankful for that. Im thankful for the love. Ive been there. Im here now still. Were all here. Every day we understand and help each other. I got your back. Grab your pills and coffee, Life is a fun adventure when you have friends to share it Much love
Posted on: Fri, 25 Jul 2014 15:07:01 +0000
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