Hard day today. Feeling kind of lost. Questioning everything. Wondering how much is real and worth it beside family. Wondering how normal people do it. Work all day, come home while the other parent goes back out to their second job, raise the kids, do the shopping, pay the bills, take the kids to ballet or Boy Scouts, serve in the church, be a good husband and a good dad, study for work the next day, keep up with your loved ones - family, and dear friends and still reading scriptures and praying. I have help and assistants and my amazing wife. Who do you have? I am sure, no one. Maybe you are a single parent. Dear Lord. How blind and foolish I have been. Who am I to complain, judge, or feel tired? I am so sorry. I do however want to know how do you do it? I am overwhelmed. It is funny, I can do a million projects at work, but I quickly get lost when it is the most important project of all - my family. Maybe because I know the scars it left on us as kids. Or maybe because I have older kids and so I can see the errors I made and know that I have much left to learn. Pray for me and I will double up on my prayers for you tonight. God is great. God is love. From Dallas. Goodnight America.
Posted on: Wed, 22 Oct 2014 04:29:46 +0000
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