Hmmmm...Now I expect for an old song to pull at my heart strings and bring me back in time...but- got quite an unexpected rush of emotion when I pulled out an old wrinkled ( unwashed :( ) T-shirt of his, when I was searching for MY favorite Tshirt......PLEASE no comments from my close knit peanut gallery about How I am better off and will I Just move the f$#% on already and Just let that sh@#$ go because I ALREADY know all that stuff and I know it to be true and I KNOW you love me and just want what is best for me... Hell, I want what is best for me!! But, please dont diminish me or undermine my feelings. No matter WHAT transpired, it is STILL a loss, it is STILL very sad and it STILL hurts. I would rather go through these fleeting moments of intense pain than not feel anything at all. This is how I deal- this is how I heal. I dont know how to forget and erase a big part of my life...no matter HOW painful it turned out to be.... I guess I will just feel this way until I dont anymore. Period. But, I AM grateful and MUCH more at peace and happier than I have been in a very long time. I can sleep at night , I dont have to walk on eggshells, I am not worried or anxious all the time...I AM slowly but surely getting back to my old self. NO- actually finding my NEW self and I kinda like that person.#TimeIsOnMySide #Alwayssomthingtheretoremindme
Posted on: Tue, 13 May 2014 00:50:00 +0000
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