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I Ive been having really bad nightmares again. This time its been about a month srr8.. When I wake myself,I check the clock & its always between 5:45-5:00am..They r getting so scary. Im fighting the feeling to wake up Teddy.He wakes @8 for work yet he makes me feel safe & takes the scary away..I came to u fb nstesd. In this dream me & 2 ppl I know, plus a army guy sent to save us were kidnapped, we got away once n a truck but the bad ppl started shooting @us as they werre driving next to us.I was n backseat & slipped down n floor bored.Somehow we were @the bad ppls home out front.As they made us walk (house was on a regular city block of homes.Made it seem more like real life),we passed 3 white upside down.If u were n the street,but right way to us. Crosses made of a ceramic, laying flat on the dirt & the size of the 3 of us.A chick said, we got the graves perfect. I thought this is really how I die..Im gonna miss Xmas,I wanna c ppl open my gifts to them..Were gonna b under big lawn ordaments n these ppls front yard.? Please let a neighbor c this.We were sat on this brick made flower holder. I was calm.I looked back @ army guy & he had cut the zip ties from his hands yet felt he couldnt save me & other 2.(Im not saying names) I had my phone but didnt know if I was calling 911,it was n my Jean pocket unnoticed since I had a hoody on.I felt alone,didnt know if Ted was worried cause through my hoody pocket I turned my sound down on phone.Zip tied hands from nside my hoody since I never took them out b4, I was freezing. I thought,as this guy talked bout what his plan was w/me b4 I was put under ground/& big cross, I dont even get a chance to say goodbye. The couple I was w/sitting close to the other feet away from me, I felt more alone then ever & realized I didnt hold Peanut,kiss her cheek & say love u.b good puppy. b4 I left 3 days b4 when I left. I felt my heart break & said to myself I wish this was a bad dream.if so,I wanna wake up now. & I did.looked around my room, & wanted to wake Ted. Ty fb.. I feel bit better.
Posted on: Wed, 04 Dec 2013 11:15:01 +0000

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