I am humbled and overcome with the prayers, text, calls and visits. I can honestly say Im holding on to hope that my mothers health gets better. Sooner than later. Im remaining strong and confident that God will heal. My crutch to lean and my shoulder to cry has been my partner. In whom I rarely speak of. I couldnt have handled this alone. For that Im great full. For those who have reached out and I havent reached back. Im sorry. But I will never forget you reached out. Its just hard to deal with this. To look into my mothers eyes and cant remember who I am. I dont blame god for this. I dont blame any one. Things happen for a reason. I have been giving a test to see how I can handle this. How my family can handle it. But this I say. I cannot nor will I give hope that something good will turn around. If maybe just just a glimmer of hope and powerful prayer just maybe maybe I can stay focused. I am in debt to one person. I cant give up hope. I will not give up hope. Even when it hurts to look into my mothers eyes and ask do you know who I am and she says no. I know in her heart she knows. Im eternally great full for my uncle Junior and his partner Scott Winslow for driving 4 hours to be there. I have no strength to fight but I will not give up. I have been given a duty to keep forward and stay strong.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Jul 2014 02:27:39 +0000