I dont talk about this often because I am somewhat embarrassed by it but Im asking for prayers for myself. Pretty much anyone who knows me, knows that Ive had long battle with panic disorder/anxiety/agoraphobia. 9 years, actually, and it has been exhausting. Over this past summer, I was great, probably the best Id ever felt in these past 9 years. I was in control of it and coping really well with any situation in which normally symptoms of an oncoming attack would arise. I was so proud of myself, as I should have been. But over these past couple of months, its crept back into my life and its really got me down. Tonight, I was supposed to start classes for real estate but with this setback, I cant do it. Im extremely disappointed and upset but Im trying not beat myself up too much because I will get to it, someday, but its easier said than done. I understand that if youve never experienced this, youd be asking yourself why dont I just get over it, but thats like telling a paraplegic to just get up and walk. I know it will be baby steps, I beat it once, Ill beat it again but like I said, Id really appreciate some extra prayers ❤️
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 23:13:46 +0000
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