I find myself conflicted and unable to sleep. Tomorrow is Thanksgiving. I am SO thankful to have had this past weeks time with my little Peppar; its made me realize how deeply saddened I am to not have her here with me everyday (tears are rolling down my cheeks). Im SO thankful to have all three of my children with me tomorrow and to have a wonderfully healthy feast to enjoy together (even though it sometimes seems I cant afford anything more than the basics). I am fearful of the days ahead and possibly loosing the ability to see yet another one of my children daily, as a mother should (I dont know if I can bear it). So... I enjoy every moment, every hug, and every laugh. I am yet again saddened by the fact that this year will be the first to not enjoy the holiday with anyone else (friends or extended family). But I am thankful to have a job to help me provide this home for me and my children, regardless of whether we get to share it with anyone. My life right now is so very bittersweet, but I still thank God everyday for the things I DO have rather than be angry for the things I do not. I hope everyone enjoys their day tomorrow and although it may not be what they hoped for, that they too find some part of it to be thankful for. HAPPY THANKSGIVING to everyone. God bless and Good night.
Posted on: Thu, 27 Nov 2014 08:46:41 +0000
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