I have worked so hard to be who I am now. I have made a lot of changes in my life. I have taken responsibility for my happiness. I have tried to repair damaged relationships. I dont care who you are, its never easy to go to someone and and admit you were wrong and apologize without using buts or pointing fingers. I have had a wonderful response from 99% of the friends and loved ones I have contacted. To them, I say thank you. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to simply accept an apology or even just a friend request online. Thank you for accepting me back into your life. Thank you for allowing us to put things behind us (on BOTH ends) so that we can move forward. Im incredibly saddened by the ones who cant seem to do this, but I guess that is something they will have to work through. I cant continue to hope. Ive been let down so many times in the past and was willing to put it behind me. But I let someone down one time, and I guess they cant get past it. My heart hurts, but this is me letting it go. I am too blessed with an amazing family. I have awesome friends, old and new. I cant let one or two make me feel like Im not worthy. I AM worthy.
Posted on: Wed, 10 Sep 2014 20:43:56 +0000