I knew we were never gonna get it n was gonna get screwed out of things like always but the other 2 can do whatever they want m act however they want n b spoiled n just handed a place after they finished paying it off thats ok in use to them just getting n have gotten handed things n after everything we have done to this place and other things its not coming to me all over 1 fight n bc we have to get away bc of the drama n so I can get things better wit my own family now I dont get it thats pretty shitty I am the only one that has not been given anything then when we r told tht I will get it then Im not getting it is pretty childish n messed up but we had the feeling tht once we had work done n if something happened like a fight or something tht I would b screwed out well guess wat I was right n its pretty bad ur parent who is like a dad who U took care of more then any other child or stepchild n respected at one time threatens to bring harm to u n all the blame gets put on u I thought I was loved more then wat I am but bc Im a stepchild n I get into it wit my parent one flipping time I get told Im gonna get hurt I dont think so thats ok me n my kids will be gone soon n I wont have to bring anymore hurt and sorrow to anyone up here it hurts my heart so bad n anyone who has ever been up here or in our life lately could tell any of u the truth I dont have to lie I did a lot until the end bc I am so tired (exhausted) n I just want peace between everyone so we have to leave Im sry if me n my kids did so wrong and hurt yall so bad I didnt think we were tht bad but I guess we were bc i could not give everything well yall dont have to worry I wont be hurting yall anymore or bringing sorrow to yall anymore n yall dont have to help me anymore bc I cant get out of bed or hardly walk bc of my bad back tht has gotten worse I will get signed up for a home health aid I guess tht way I dont have to depend on family physically bc yall cant handle me at my worst when Im down for the count but once again Im so so sry I had to physically depend on yall the few times I could not get out of bed bc of my back n Im sry I could not do everything yall needed n Im sry I could not give more so if u feel u need to not leave me the place then tht is fine but I thought I was a better daughter n step daughter to yall then wat yall r saying I was n me n my family will b gone soon
Posted on: Thu, 02 Oct 2014 03:47:26 +0000
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