I know the page says Because Lindsey Loves Johnny. I think its pretty evident she has people all around who love and care for her beyond measure. Even me.(As you must have noticed by now lol) Just like she loves him The last time I saw her, her little cousin (who I will only identify as Z) Anyway- Z was still in diapers, if I recall. Again, I digress and apologize. I just want you to have background, I suppose. Lindsey and I have had near to nothing when it comes to that face time that so many of you have had. However, that doesnt mean I havent had the privilege of knowing her. We have had several online conversations, thanks to Facebook messaging. My 14 yr old son has one of those things you plug into the computer and save stuff on, so if your computer crashes VOILA! you still have your stuff. Okay...enough background. From July-mid to late Oct., there was a total of 390 texts between Linds and me. (Who knows how many there would have been, had I not changed phones in the interim) Ironically enough, after the conversation with the 14 yr old, I had I had a conversation with my husband that I was going to the AT&T store to see if there a way that they could something similar with a phone. As on some other evenings, I already know sleep isnt coming fast or furious so I take my pills on a different schedule and add a couple of benadryl, just in case...and so at 6:30pm I took my xanax, Klonopin, sonata and benadryl. At 2-ish in the morning, I decide a hot bath will relax me.I go in, pure bliss, playin my cellphone game...I feel my eyes start to go and figure I had 2 options get out or drown...and then, very suddenly, I was pulling 390 irretrievable text messages from that relaxing bath Couldnt give less of a shit about anything there. All the pics I liked were on the comp. Every sad or silly word we exchanged, just gone. And I hate that this sounds so stupid and immature for a 39 yr old to be typing, for anyone to read but, unlike many of you, thats all I get from Lindsey. Having said that and gotten it off my chest, I feel a little better. BUT, I think my shrink is in for a full on brain pounding come Monday. I hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgiving holiday!!
Posted on: Fri, 29 Nov 2013 19:44:03 +0000
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