I know this isnt exactly a dream but it was through lucid dreams, ap, and meditation that this experience was possible. My journey to Full Kundalini energy experience. I was suffering blockages. Specifically in my solar plexus, heart (My confidence, and ability to let go of anger) and my throat (from not taking responsibility for my problems) My throat blockage. The last month has been a transnational time. My family had fallen on hard times and although I trusted the universe, I still blamed others for my circumstances. Through meditation I learned where these problems were coming from. My inability to speak truth to my inner self and admit I was the problem. I asked the Universe to bring my problems to the light, show me what I had repressed so I could then deal with it. Through many signs and meditation it was revealed to me that there were many of them. One of the largest? About two years prior, I had lost a pregnancy and never properly grieved for my loss. I repressed it because I felt I needed to be strong. I couldnt believe it was buried so deep I had almost forgot about it. That breakthrough allowed me to express truth to myself. How it truly made me feel. Also at this time I had decided to voice my inner feelings about my relationship and engagement, postponing the wedding. Being honest with myself and my fiance about the reasons I was hesitant and releasing the things I had been hiding inside. After these two main events and some smaller ones I felt a huge weight lifted. Also, I began to see the position I was in was not the fault of others and my ability to be honest with myself and take responsibility for my own circumstances was the first step towards progress. I REMOVED BLAME from my mind. Clearing my throat chakra. Shortly after I had the experience with the eagle feather that transformed me into a confident being. I had been having a lot of self doubt circulating my mind. I was contemplating a business venture, questioning my abilities..Through a very vivid meditation I was taken to a familiar place where an Indian chief awarded me a white feather. He then watched with pride as a blueish white vortex of light lifted my naked body into the air. I said, This is where I find my confidence. I was allowed to soar with the eagle in the sky and become one with him. I came from that experience feeling like I could conquer anything. I REMOVED SELF DOUBT from my mind. Clearing my Solar Plexus Chakra. I had been having a strain in a couple of my relationships. I removed myself and distanced myself from them because didnt like the negative emotions it was giving me. This physical distance does NOT help. I attempted cutting the cord but one of these relationships was just too strong, and deep down, I knew I didnt want to cut the cord. I was left feeling a hole in my heart. My chest hurt daily. I even got physically sick. I was blocking my heart (and throat again by being dishonest with myself and not confronting the situation). The release of this blockage took many extensive meditations. I kept my rose quartz close to my heart. Even in the face of anger and sadness, I forced myself to think of this person with the greatest love. I would think of this person, rose in hand, and push love through our cord. I forced myself to consciously replace every negative thought or word against her with a loving one. Not taking back what I said or how I felt, not repressing, but counteracting and balancing it with love. \ Through one of my dream experiences I had come to realize that when you are connected to a person, every time you think of them you send them a vibration. If someone you love is bothering you, then why send them a low vibration and make it worse? So I pushed love in light in every direction. I did heart opening meditations. I would imagine my green heart chakra growing wider and wider until it expanded to the size of the earth. The final unblocking was right before our group meditation this last week. I began to feel so much love for the world and all things. I was faced with a dream that directly pointed out how ugly the anger in me was. I released and gave it up. I REMOVED ANGER FROM MY HEART and replaced it with love of ALL things. During our group meditation I believe I experienced a full Kundalini activation. With the energy of my soul family, my guides, the elements, the earth, my higher self, and a connection to the divine source, this was made possible. When I imagined all of us as one, shown to me as a tree. The tree of life. We shared breath. Shared consciousness. I was the tree and we were all one. I felt the heat and energy rise up my back and as it hit every energy center in my body, I watched it rise through the tree. As it exited through the top of the tree as a blast of white and blue light, I felt as if my crown exploded and I fell unconscious. I do not know what happened while I was unconscious, but when I came back around 15 minutes later, my legs were spasming and I felt as though my body had convulsed. But I was FULLY ALIVE with energy and vitality. I sat up and focused back into the meditation and pushed love and healing more intensely than ever before into everyone meditating with us. I felt the perfect flow from crown to root and back to crown again. I felt the universe circulating through my body. I channeled this love into every one. Ever since that night last week my my has been awake with ideas, inspired, vibrating with intensity and also calm. I have been seeing things differently and truly understanding. My communication has been better. Grudges gone. A genuine LOVE for everything and everyone. I have been more sensitive and compassionate. I am exactly where I am meant to be. This is how life should always feel
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 13:17:34 +0000
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