I really suck at reaching out to people...I have always just sucked it up, and tried my damdest to be strong. I remember one time Adam saying Not everyone is as strong as you are Shel. Honestly, today I just need prayers, and positive thoughts and support. A few people realize that my mom has been battling a form of mental illness now for a few years, and over the last 6 months it has deteriorated severely, shes irrational, hostile, and impossible to communicate with. And for anyone who doesnt know..My dad has been drinking himself into oblivion. Needless to say I work really hard at living a life with NO drama. I quit drinking almost 2 years ago, and have busted my ass to put my life back in order..But in the mean time, my already severely dysfunctional family has gotten worse. As much as I have distanced myself from the chaos, the time has come that I need to try and help my mom one more time... But I myself am running low on energy, answers and am feeling very broken, not certain which end is up... All I ask is my mom and my family to be kept in everyones prayers, positive thoughts and energy is all appreciated..Im running on empty and feel very anxious, scared and out of control. Not a feeling I like having.. Thanks everyone for listening, praying and not being judgemental of my very broken family... Today I will do the best I can to try and make a difference, without breaking.. Love Me...
Posted on: Tue, 22 Oct 2013 10:39:40 +0000
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