I screw around on here and play around with posts about how great it is to be single, and for the most part it is. But its times like these that i miss having that person i can just sit in silence with or share my days activities or in this case, my feelings.... Do you know how nice it would be to have that special someone to hold me and tell me everything is going to be ok? Almost 3 years ago in November, When my grandma passed, it was just me.... Then that January When my father passed away, again just me, then 3 months later on my birthday,when my grandfather passed, again just me.. Cause my husband at the time was in jail. Oct 2nd 2014 my uncle BJ passed away, and now my grandma johnson is in ill health due to cancer... They are putting her in respite... ( what we call hospice).... And again just me here to cope.... Being a single mom of 4 kids holding a fulltime job, you have a certain amount of inner strength you have to maintain for your kids, to deal with everyday life. but... I must say Im about at my max... I know god dont give you anything he dont feel you cant handle but Im here to say, i need some relief, some light at the end of the tunnel so to say.... I sit here and think.... Who do i have i can just go to and just....... Be...... Just sit in silence if i want with them....cry if i want....holler if i want or hold if i want..... So i suppose its time....in my life to make some changes.... Thank you lord for the time you have given me with the people i have mentioned above and please hold my grandma close while shes waiting to go home to you... Send her and my family in Vermont all my love....
Posted on: Fri, 10 Oct 2014 01:31:31 +0000
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