I woke up early and a few things on my heart so bear with me. This has been probably the worst year of my life. Last Oct. 13 my prison that I helped manage closed and I was offered a position in Raleigh even though I dreaded the commute. Within in weeks daddy had his heart attack and was sick until he passed in March. I moved my mother from her home and made the decision to live with her even though I know her mind is leaving her. Ive lost very dear friends and made some and watched my friends lose family and friends. More bad times than good but throughout this last year Ive come to realize what is truly important. I know to cherish everyday and make the best of it. Im blessed to have a job I love with a family of coworkers that know what Ive went through. Time to bond with my mother. A beautiful and smart daughter, my sister and her family as well as family that I never really knew that Ive come to know. I have been sent someone who has been a dear friend for many years who has always loved me for me who has been a blessing to my family. And it showed me age is just a #. I have really struggled but a good friend told me to get up and not let anyone get me down. So over this last week Ive been trying and let some things go. I know this is long but I woke up feeling I needed to let it out. I am truly blessed for a few true friends near and far that provide encouragement and a God that is forgiving. Im not sure what his plan is for me and have questioned him so much during this last year but I woke up feeling renewed this morning and ready to take on a new day. Sorry to be so long winded but I was led to vent this morning. So where as some post what they are thankful for everyday I just want to go on and take the whole month and say Im thankful for being me and even with my trials my life because good or bad it is so precious and we arent guaranteed tomorrow.Love you all.
Posted on: Thu, 06 Nov 2014 10:43:44 +0000
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