I wont be abel to wake up tomorrow. I fall asleep and my stupid anxiety wakes me up from a night terror. I look at my phone and its almost midnight and im too scared to go back to sleep. all i can think about is how much i hate myself. I cry for help but no one listens. I fall asleep at around 4:00 and wake up and hour and half later to go to school to be judged and pissed on by peers. I go to class and get all es even though i know all the material while everyone else in the class gets over cs. I go home and get harassed over the internet and text and my crys are still un heard. Then i sit in bed wanting to kill myself and then pray. And for the 5 Minutes i pray, im just a little happy, then i go to bed and the cycle starts all over again. This is not a pitty party. Its a warning...Dont End Up Like Me. Its a horrible life. Just be thankful you have it okay or good. And stay that way and dont fall back. You rock and unlike me you have more of an opportunity to succeed.
Posted on: Thu, 05 Dec 2013 05:01:56 +0000
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