If youre tagged its mostly because I wanted you to know what happened and also to remind to be thankful for the gift of LIFE. October 28,2014... I thought today was going to be the last day of my life. Some people wont take this as serious as others or wont bother reading because its too long, but either way I just need to get this out there. I need to share not only my experience, but the sequence of events that occurred over the past couple of days leading to this. The synchronicities. Rewind a couple days... In this order before the incident, this is what happened: -Alex, Angela & I were talking about life very seriously Saturday early AM and all that Alex was saying coincided with tarot cards that Angela had pulled that morning PERFECTLY. It was insane. -Somehow my nana & I began talking about death and I was saying I dont believe death is morbid & Im not really scared of it... Its kind of interesting, all though I dont want to experience this any time soon. -The next night, my nana & her good friend Maria were doing theyre nightly prayers and my nana says to her friend, Maria, I just got a flash... Someone is going to get into a car accident... Lets pray that person is okay, lets pray protection... So they did. When this same incident happened with my mom when she was 17, my nana & her friend were praying WHEN it was happening, too.. Crazy. -That night, I woke up to a bad dream... It was extremely vivid and my emotions & gut feelings were VERY strong. It was basically wolves coming after me (not chasing me), one by one, even after Alexander had sliced one in half with a sword. They had the most piercing eyes I had ever seen & for some reason I couldnt use the dagger in my hand to protect me. I feel this dream was a sign that I was going to be attacked in my WALKING life. -Now, day of. I woke up to that crazy dream and I was going to look it up on dream moods to try to interpret it, but I was running late so I didnt have time. Working a normal day, I had to go do property work, so I grabbed lunch at my sisters work and ran to the apt. to grab my charger. For some reason it wasnt where I left it... I needed a phone charger (I needed my phone for the maps) so I ran in to a Walgreens and grabbed one as well as a few things for my nana. -Now I have my charger, Im listening to siri tell me where to go while listening to my chill music (Daughter radio on pandora) and all the sudden... *Gasps*, *sees white then blacksout* & thats when I woke up to inhaling smoke & panic. I got into a car accident on the freeway around 3:20 today on the 95N right before exits 76A & 76B (by downtown). I was going approximately 65 MPH when it happened. A driver not involved in the accident got in front of me going slower than I was, without using his blinker. I was planning to go around him, so I had looked over my shoulder to make sure it was clear. When I faced forward again, that car was gone & I realized I was about to slam into a vehicle (scion TC) because traffic in my lane (far left) had come to almost a complete stop out of nowhere (probably because of the 95 going from 3 to 2 lanes). I slammed on my breaks and I swerved to my right trying to avoid hitting his car...but I did anyway. I rear ended his car, he hit the truck in front of him and I swerved to the right. I remember putting my left arm up in front of my face and turned my face to the right, as both of my airbags deployed. I blacked out for however long it was, and awoke to a smokey vehicle. Somehow, I went from the far left lane all the way to the right side of the freeway in the emergency lane, without being hit by any other oncoming vehicles in the other two lanes (thank you Great Spirit). I began to have trouble breathing (asthma doesnt help), as I inhaled the smoke & began panicking. After 30 seconds or so I got myself unbuckled and out of the car. I gasped for fresh, smoke free air and began to hyperventilate and couldnt stop shaking. It felt like I was hyperventilating for 10 minutes before anyone stopped to see if I was okay. Once these guys stopped and helped me to the other side of the road, one of them helped me get my breathing back together. I went to make sure the two guys were okay that were driving the two other vehicles and apologized, even though its not like I did it purposely or out of stupidity. Ambulance/fire trucks showed up and we went through all the paperwork and statements... The EMT recommended that I go with them to the hospital, so I agreed, as did the guy who I hit directly. They took us to the trauma section where we were x rayd. Results came & there was nothing seriously wrong with us, just some scratches, whiplash and I have some soft tissue damage on my chest and will get bruising possibly all over my chest. My parents and boyfriend came to see me, my parents took me to their house, fed me dinner & then I went to the apartment to try to get some rest, which wound up being difficult due to the pain. Oh, & my car is totaled so I need to buy a new car with my savings. Today October 29, I wake up with the same chest and back pains, but its worse and now my neck hurts as well. I dont wake up normally though- I wake up to Alexander crying & saying, No! No! No!, because he had a vivid, real dream that he was shot in the kitchen and couldnt contact anyone... All he had was a cat to comfort him. Im not sure exactly what Im going to do after taking all these synchronicities (or what some of you may consider coincidences) in, but a change in my life must be made. I feel the accident was to wake me up & remind me that I could die at ANY time... I should be doing things I LOVE and enjoy with my time... I should be the free spirit that I am meant to be! I just dont know where to start. Thank you to my family, my boyfriend and everyone else who is here for me and cares for me. I love and care for all of you.
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 16:15:14 +0000
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