Im finally doing everything my way. With no interruptions from outside forces. Not making decisions based in other peoples happiness or content but based solely on my feelings and perspective. Not turning down opportunities or making choices against fear I truly believe everyday you should do something that you fear it builds you up and gains yourself more character. I spent to much of my time trying to see someone else smile when usually they just took my smile away, almost like I gave them mine freely. Im going after my goals and my ambitions not trying to revive others. Im going to school the same place they tried to take me from with saying things like I was a distraction to the students in high school when they distracted me the same place I had a perfect attendance and even missed family funerals until the so called heroes arrested me there and tried to expel me but I didnt give up. Now Im attending something they tried to take off my plate and say was impossible. Ive got to see all these negative perspectives and emotions of life, Ive been in more dramatic situations and met more people then most will meet their entire life. Every event that has happened the last couple years Ive taken as a utensil to learn, thats key. Like my uncle always says you got 2 choices to learn and advance or to let them win. Ive saw to much to let any outlier win over my soul. I will always be how I promised myself to try and be the most respectful and truthful person you will interact with. I plan on graduating from Lake State and getting my doctorate degree from Oregon. This year I threw away the chance to go volunteer at Isle Royale National park over friends and a girl. Next summer I already have plans set up to work at Yellowstone National Park or go volunteer in Africa with orangutans and one of those two I will be doing. Ive been working on writing a couple different types of books and been writing short stories since high school and plan on getting them published in some form this next year. Im already joining the theater group and going to try for a couple auditions, on top of managing intramural sports and anytime I can preserve wild life with my free time. Since the government has taken away even the opportunity to obtain a license when I can next January Im going to buy a old Camaro and work with my grandpa and make it nice just like he used to before his brother took his life and took that opportunity away from him. Im finally free with my own self and nothing is going to stop me. I wanna thank anybody that was in my life at one point or anybody that is now, without your actions an emotions I wouldnt have grown into a man. Everybodys teaching you something regardless of positive vibes or negative ones, to learn and grow that choice is yours.
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 21:58:05 +0000