In happy tears this AM.... I finally saw Kevin last night in a short but amazing dream... I generally dream REALITY so this one was breathtaking... The setting was in the garage here in MAINE so I MUST have been age 30 in the dream. I say this because the Kevin I was playing with was probably 6 or 7 years old? Which would have made me 8 or 9? We had the garage sectioned off and playing HOUSE or something... I knew enough in the dream that he had passed away so I was in awe watching the little KEVIN play and asking him LOTS of questions(GO FIGURE)....... How are you?? Im so glad you are here to play with me! Are you happy?? How is it??? ...ALL my questions went unanswered... as if he didnt hear me... he was silent, smirking along at whatever he was doing... didnt talk.. just HAPPILY and peacefully playing.... WITHIN moments of trying to talk to him, I looked out of the garage doors and a MASSIVE BEVY of birds flew WINGS spread wide up the driveway and over the garage, MANY of the birds holding something in their beak... I was jaw dropped, amazed with the number of birds and then it happened AGAIN... another extremely large bevy....they were dropping something... I YELLED to little Kev to LOOK KEVIN!!! BEVIES! AS SOON as I said that, another MASSIVE bevy was approaching.... the very front bird of that BEVY coasted beautifully and gracefully INTO the garage and floated majestically in front of my face and I could finally see what he was holding in his beak... it was a PICTURE on card stock....at that moment I looked all around at the pictures the birds were holding.... they were pictures of OUR LIFE... pictures of different places we have played, pictures of us mostly at childhood ages... pictures of little John and Robert... That front BIRD stayed right there floating in front of me until I reached out and took the picture from his beak. When I did, he turned and flew out of the garage... It was essentially RAINING memories.... I walked out on the driveway and began quickly picking up the pictures without looking closely at them...I climbed up onto the roof and collected one there... there were SO many! I woke up with a SWOLLEN and pounding heart... loved...happy... I cry because I miss him but I tear up with happiness because I got to see him... AND it makes me smile to remember that little Kevin so vividly... Thank you Kevin
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 11:47:39 +0000