Insert 64 While I was waiting for Andile to arrive ndandingqunga endlini ndigcinga into endimonenza yona that could leave him with permanent scars. Ukumtshisa ngamanzi was nothing compared to the invisible scares that he left me with, I couldnt just let him go, he made his bed it was time for him to lie on it. I boiled water and ndapheka isdudu ngeyona mbiza yakhe kankulu, while I was stirring at the pot I thought of my status and tears were just rolling out of my eyes, I couldnt get my status down my stomach, I know there are people out there who are living with this disease and who are happy and healthy, Im not the strongest of person that is why I was so adamant that this was going to destroy me. My phone rang and it was Cindy, at first I ignored the call but my phone went on and on so ekugqibeleni I answered. Me: Cindy. Cindy: Hi. Sorry to bother you, I didnt know who to talk to so I called you. She was in tears. Me: kuqhubeka ntoni Cindy are you okay? Cindy: you wont believe what I just discovered ngoAndile, uyakhumbula ndimthengele itaxi? Me: hayi, bendingazi noba ukhe wamthengela itaxi ndazi imoto. Cindy: ufanele ungayikhumbulu ngoba zange kwayona ihlale, uAndile ndamthengela itaxi esithi uyifunela urenkisha nothutha abazalwane abahlala kude. Zange igqibe ne nyanga wayithengisa xa ndimbuza ukuba imali yetaxi uyitheni, uvele abenomsindo aphume ngomnyango okanye siphele sixabana. Me: ndimamele. Cindy: Last month wandicela ndimvulele iaccount for iemails so I did that and ndabhala pantsi idetails zakhe such as ipassword. Me: ee. Cindy: ndithe xa ndingena kwi emails zakhe namhlanje kanti that bastard has been scammed. Me: scammed kanjani? Cindy: Kukho intombazana eyeyam thumela imessage isithi she in refugee camp and abazali bakhe basweleka bamshiya ne mali eyimali so she needs to escape kule camp and transfer her funds to someone she can rely on and Andile bought all of that, everyday bebethumelana iemails flirting with each other, ekugqibeleni baphele bethandana kwi emails. I shook my head in disgust. Cindy: kukho ne email apho lomntana esithi ebesebankeni ibanka yamfuna i20 000 in order for them to transfer the fund kwi account ka Andile. Me: what??oh please dont tell me. Cindy: yes he sold my taxi and wathumela imali kumntu angamaziyo. Wathi xa emthumele le R20 000 lomntana wafuna more and uAndile wamntumela, in all uphele emntumele iR35 000. Me: that stupid bastard. Cindy: mna ndishiyeke ndibhatala itaxi engesekhoyo. While I was busy talking to Cindy. someone knocked at the door and it the Andile I wiped my tears and pull myself together. Me: Cindy sizophinda sincokole ke sisi ukhona umntu osemnyango. Cindy: enkosi ndizakufownela after 30 minutes ke Mama. Me: okay Cindy. I hung up. I hated Andile even more, I couldnt believe that he was that stupid to deposit imali to a stranger that show how cheap and low he is. I quickly locked all of the doors in the house, from the bathroom door to the spare room door, I place the keys under the couch. I did that because I knew uAndile cannot stand to be confronted plus nenyani, I wanted him to be have nowhere to run when I confront him. He knocked again. I opened the door for him he walked in and I locked the kitchen door and took the keys from the door. He walked in emdaka eyilonto, ndamjonga ndisonyanyile ndinyemfuzile ndaziqonda ukuba I will act out of character because the more I looked at the him, the angrier I got. I took a minute to calm myself down. He couldnt look me in the face, he softly said. Andile: Nolo. I wanted to let you know that I will never bother anyone anymore. Ewe ubunyanisile, ndiyindlavini efuze uyihlowayo, I tried changing my life God knows I did but I failed each time. Me: Ndlavini does not even begin to describe you!!! and you damn right about uyifuzile lenkunkuma inguyihlo wakho!! He looked down in silent. Me: Ungumgodoyi Andile esithelango Thixo!! Njandini ezenja umfundisi Rhaa mani Andile awunantloni uhlale ude uhlale ngoThixo!! Uyophendula njandini ngempilo zabantu ngelinye ilanga!!!ibandla liphelile ngenxa yongakwazi uvala kwakho uzip!!! Abantwana babantu bancame babuyela ezweni ngenxa yakho, oThuli bayanxila ngoku ngenxa yakho, I wonder how do you sleep at night!!! Rhaa mani you despises me, sthunywa ndini sikaSatana!!! And you deserve to rot in hell next to yihlo wakho uSatan!! You despises me!! Andile I hate you!! He bowed his head wabonga. I looked at the stove and porridge which I cooked was boiling. He also looked at the stove and he immediately knew that yayibhandlela yena. He raised his eyes in fear and calmly said. Andile: akho need unditshise, Im making thing easier for you and everyone, Im ending my life. The moment he said that ndothuka ndakupha amehlo. Andile: I dont deserve to live like this and no one does. Ive got no one to turned to bonke abafundisi baseRhini abandifuni, andinayo nendawo yohlala for the past 5 days bendilala epolice station. Nase Monti ngokunjalo and andiniblami ngongandifuni Ive managed to betrayed wonke umntu obendithanda including unyoko lo undizalayo. Me: you know what, Karma has no menu its served you what you deserve!! You deserve everything thats happening to you!! Andile: Im ending my life. Me: do us both lo favour uyozigxoma ngoba Im tired of being associated nawe!! He pulled out a gun from his pocket and he pointed it at his head. I stood there in horror, scared to the core, I didnt know what to do but judging from the look in his face I just knew Andile was going to end it. Andile: Thank you for the love you gave me, you are a good woman Azola and I sorry for every pain I caused you, know that I did love you and I still do, it was the thought of loosing you frightened me. The tears went uncontrollably down eyes. Andile: you deserve better and I wish you find someone who will treat you better than me. I did not only failed you, I failed myself and most of all I failed our marriage. Heres the divorce papers, Im letting you go. After he said that he took a deep breathe as if he was drawing courage wacimela ngci and thats when I realised that he was going to end his life. I screamed. Me: Andile yima!! Without thinking I ran to me trying to grab the gun from his hand, I grabbed his hand before he could pull the trigger, sajijisana for a good couple of minutes. Sathi sisajijisana sinjalo ndothuswa ngesithonga salegani sasiyibambile. After the gun went off, he looked at me patrified, he took his right hand and placed it over his chest on the side, where the heart is and he fell down on the floor. I looked at him in shock. On the floor he was struggling to breathe, he was breathing heavily and painfully. Finally, I came back to my senses and realised what had happened, I knelt before him crying, pleading him to not die, everything will be fine. He whispered. Andile: fowunela iambulance. I jumped up and grabbed my phone which was on the couch and called and ambulance after I called and ambulance I called the police. I was panicking, scared and shaking. While I was talking to the policeman I heard uAndile erhoxoza I turned to him and there was a pool of blood on the floor, warhoxoza umzuzwana, rolling his eyes after that he breath his last breathe and went silent. I cried out loud and ran to him, I tried to revive him but it was too late, there was no respond from him. I felt his heartbeat and it had stopped. I cried even more, I put my hands around his face brushing him and begging him to wake up. Someone knocked at the door and I jumped up and opened the door thinking its the ambulance, it was Makhulu. Makhulu: yhu uyabo- She looked at me shockingly and asked me. Makhulu: kuqhubeka ntoni? Warhinyi rhinyi ligazi kwenzeka ntoni??? I stood in front of her speechless. She pushed me aside and walked inside, the moment she saw Andiles body lying there lifess, she collapsed. I had uMakhulus body lying in the kitchen and Andiles body in the lounge.
Posted on: Wed, 30 Jul 2014 18:21:27 +0000
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