Just thinking about a few things that have really been weighing on my mind lately. Most everyone knows I along with my Mama and sister lost Daddy on May 21. It was a long hard and sad couple of years leading up to daddy just really getting worse and having to watch him go down hill and suffer. That just about killed us and to this day it seems like it was just yesterday. It was hard and painful enough to lose Daddy and have to move on, but the saddest and one thing that has really been hard is how some people and even a member of our family just dont get that we are still grieving and hurting and dont really need or appreciate some of the unwanted and unneeded Drama and just down right disrespectful inconsiderate comments, excuses and down right remarks pertaining to calls they did or did not get in time to be able to be with or see my daddy and starting in on my mama not even a week after daddy died and wanting to bring up who and what should be given to them. As long as I can remember the selfishness has always existed and maybe that is why our lives took such different roads along the way, I still had lots of love in my Heart for them, but just didnt ever really like some of the things that were done to my daddy in regard to him wanting to have things that made him feel closer to his Daddy and have memories to share with me and my sister about our Grand Father Pa. I took it upon myself on the Fourth to call a family member to just let them know I was thinking of them and to let them know I loved them, That is just how I am and I know My Daddy would want me too because he always worried about this particular family member. Well, I didnt even get the I love you and how are you before I was blasted about a certain item that they thought was to have been given to them and when I tried to explain, I was cut off , and they continued and tried to compare the fact that my Daddy had given me his High School Class Ring, because I wore it to daddys funeral and was so proud to wear it and then they continued to rant and say what If they had took it and not given it to me knowing daddy wanted me to have it !! Really,..Daddy gave me his Class Ring 3 years ago and this does not even begin to compare to what is being done and said to us, well The true colors do indeed come out in some when there is a loss in the family and I just want to say I have tried to be calm and considerate and be the Daughter daddy would want me to be, BUT.... I am done. I cant to this day believe that this person who I have loved and admired would stoop so low to cause this hurt to me and at me at this time when they know how hurt I have been to lose my Sweet Daddy and when I have never been but respectful and kind to them. I cant help that they feel no one in their immediate family cares for them like we did for our Daddy and It saddens me to see the way they have to live and feel so lonesome. I pray that their own family will be the true Christians they so declare to be and step up and help her and take care of her because Lord knows she needs it right now. I am so sorry if I offend anyone, but I sure wish my feelings could have been spared. I miss my daddy so much, and I know if Daddy was here right now and if My Grand Daddy Pa was here right now they both would stand beside me and be so ashamed of a lot of the things that have or have not been done to make sure we are all taking care of one another and loving and respecting one another. Say or do anything to me you wish, I can handle it, but please leave my Mama alone !!!
Posted on: Sat, 05 Jul 2014 23:58:29 +0000
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