LET ME TAKE A SECOND TO TELL EVERYONE HOW BLAZING CHRIST IS, I HAD A DAY OFF FROM MY INSTRUCTIONS TRAINING CLASS TODAY, SO MY BROTHER Enrique Carrillo CALLED ME TO COME WORK OUT WITH EM AND ULTIMATELY LUNCH, LET ME TAKE A SECOND TO SAY I ALWAYS KNEW THAT THE LORD SENT THESE MEN IN MY LIFE FOR A REASON, BUT I WILL SAY I PUSHED TOWARDS KNOWING THAT HE ALLOWED THEM IN MY LIFE AS A WELL NEEDED WAY OF SHOWING OR HELPING ME TURN FROM MY WORLDLY WAYS OF MY SIN. ALTHOUGH I TRULY BELIEVE THAT WAS APART OF THE LORDS PLAN I STARTING TO SEE THAT THERE IS MORE TO THE PURPOSE OF THE FATHER PLACING THESE MEN IN MY LIFE, AND IM NOT ONE TO QUESTION GODS BLUE PRINT. AND ULTIMATELY NOW SEEING THAT WHERE IM GOING IN MY JOURNEY THEYVE BEEN DOWN THE EXACT SAME ROAD, YOU KNOW NOW THAT IM REALLY SITTING HERE THINKING ABOUT IT, ITS STARTING TO SCARE ME MORE, FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS IVE BEEN SHRUGGING WITH THE THOUGHT OF MY SON GROWING UP IN TWO DIFFERENT HOMES NO I CANT SPEAK ON HIS MOTHER BEHALF CAUSE BELIEVE ME I DONT WONT NO PROBLEMS BUT AS I GROW IN GODS GLORY I NOW HAVE A WHOLE NEW OUTLOOK ON WHAT GOD SMILES UPON AND WHAT HE FROWNS ON, SO IVE BEEN TRYING TO FIX A LOT OF PROBLEMS WITH THIS ISSUE NOT KNOWING THAT THE EXACT ISSUE I WAS FACING MY BROTHER GARION HAD BEEN TROUGH AT ONE POINT SO WITH THAT HE GAVE ME SOME MUCH-NEEDED ADVICE WHICH PROVIDED ME WITH A BETTER UNDERSTANDING IN MY CURRENT SITUATION. NOW MY BROTHER ELIAS THIS CAT IS SO DOPE AND ULTIMATELY A BIG PART OF ME WANTING TO GO HARDER FOR CHRIST DAY TO DAY AND SEEING HOW WE COULD RELATE WITH EACH OTHER ON SO MANY LEVELS I WONT GO INTO DETAILS ON THAT EITHER CAUSE I DONT KNOW IF HE WOULD GOOD WITH, BUT I WILL SAY FOR THOSE WHO KNOW ME AND THE PROBLEMS IVE FACED IN MY CHILDHOOD THIS GUY HELPS ME TO BETTER UNDERSTAND HOW TO BETTER HUMBLE MY FAITH IN THE LORD, THEN THERE IS MY BROTHER RICK ONE OF THE MOST HIGHLY HUMBLED LAID BACK MEN YOU COULD MEET LIKE SERIOUSLY FOR THOSE WHO THINK YEAH YEAH YOURE JUST TALKING THERES BEEN MANY TIMES IVE FACED PROBLEMS WEATHER IT WAS WITH WOMEN I WAS IN THE WORLD WITH OR NEEDING THAT EXTRA ADVICE AND MOTIVATIONS THE MAN WAS RIGHT THERE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS OR THE TIME HE WAS THERE, MY POINT OF THIS IS NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN YOUR WORLDLY LIFE GOD HAS THE POWER TO CHANGE ANY OUTCOME, IVE ALWAYS BEEN THAT GUY WHO LIVED WITH A MENTALITY OF IVE BEEN TROUGH WORST SO HEY. NOW SEEING HOW EVERY OUTCOME OF LIFE HAS A TRUE PURPOSE AND A BETTER UNDERSTANDING WHY THE FATHER DIED FOR OUR SINS IT HUMBLES ME IN EVERY FORM, FASHION AND WAY. LET ALONE BLOWS ME AWAY EVEN AS I LAY HERE IN PAIN, I KNOW ITS NEVER ABOUT ME NOT SAYING I WONT GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM IF I NEED TO. BUT I THANK THE LORD ABOVE FOR MY BROTHER WHO NO WORLDLY BLOOD COULD BRING ANY CLOSER TO BEING MY BROTHER AS LONG AS HE GIVES ME THE AIR WITH LIFE HE HAS GIVEN ME IF ANY OF THEM NEED ANYTHING ITS THEIRS.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 00:22:54 +0000
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