LORRAINES BLOG :9 DAY CLEAN DETOX DAY ONE Ok I’ve woken up thinking straight away where is my cup of tea and I really want toast, but today is the day I change my way of thinking and start looking after my body. I’m scared that I’m not going to be able to do this but im determined to do it at the same time. My tablets are next to my bed so I wouldn’t forget and ive started the process. 20 mins later the boys were sat at the table eating breakfast and I’m about to take my first aloe gel drink. Cant stop thinking about food and found writing this blog has really helped me to focus and try to forget those cravings that I have!!! Showered and feeling a bit better – I’ve taken my measurements and written it all in the little book you get given as part of the pack. Im not working today which normally would be great to have a day with the boys and just potter around the house. But OMG im pulling my hair out. Not being busy is defiantly making this process harder as all I can think about is food!!! I have text simon quite a few times already asking why oh why are we doing this?? And he promises me it will get better but if it doesn’t im deleting him out of my phone!!!! Agh!!!!! Its only 11am on day one!!! My headache has began im clearly dehydrated, and lack of caffine and food is making me very miserable and ratty. Im taking myself off to bed away from everyone and everything as I just don’t want to be awake and thinking about fooooooddddd!!!! 3 hours in bed figured I best get up and do something with the boys and start to think about dinner. I have manged to drink a lot of water which im pleased about but I wont lie the aloe vera is not nice but im determind to do this. I found holding my nose and necking it is the way forward.!!! So I managed to get dinner done and get ayden to bed and sent matt out!!! (sorry matt) I wanted to be on my own. In fact I went to bed early so that I didn’t have to think about it anymore. Day one has been tough – tougher than I thought. But day 2 tomorrow and im still feeling determind. Day 2 coming………
Posted on: Wed, 19 Jun 2013 21:40:42 +0000
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