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Life..... it can be beautiful, it can change in an instant and it can be tough. My life has been all of those things and I dont know what the future holds for mine. I am sharing part of mine with you now, in hopes that it will help you understand and be patient with me. My life will never be the same. I will never be the same. A very important part of me is gone and I can never have that back. My heart is broken into a million pieces and no matter how much glue, duct tape or bandages it will never again be complete and whole. I will continue to talk about Brian, share pictures and stories and I hope that you will all do the same with each other and with me. I have learned I have some great and supportive friends and I have found I have friends that are needy and drain me. Those draining, needy friends will be the ones that I cut the ties with. At this point in my life, I cant be the strength or the glue. And the ones that are here for me, that I can lean on, I appreciate you more than you ever know. Know that there will always be a place for you in my life. At this point the only thing I feel is hurt and pain. I may smile or laugh, but it is just going through the motions, neither of these things reach my heart. You can ask me to join you for things, but please know when I decline it is not personal, but dont stop asking. I will join you at some point. This pain is not something that will every go away, it will be with me forever, it might lessen or I might learn to live with it, but it will always be there. Dont avoid me because you dont know what to say. Talk about the weather, the upcoming sports season or just mumbo jumbo. If you dont want to see me, that is fine, too. Just send me a text to say hello, wave across the room. But dont ignore me, that just adds more to the pain. I know this is long and I appreciate those of you that have stuck through it. Please be patient with me, be supportive of me, but most of all please accept the new me and if not, thank you for all the time we had before. I love you Dennis Gibson and Buzz DiNozzo and Brian Gibson. I miss you Brian more than you can ever know.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Jul 2014 01:31:51 +0000

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