Massive rant.. I seem to be the one lookin after/out for everybody cus apparently im the strong one.. I clearly put on a good front. But no one asks me if im ok or how im coping? I dont cope well with anything because i dont tell anyone my problems then i get upset by little things. I put a hell of a lot of effort into things i enjoy and when someone spoils it i feel like throwin myself off a bridge. I plan to do nice things for people.. They get ruined.. I do something nice and they seem to completely forget about it. I feel worthless 24/7. Self confidence is zero. Im very depressed because of a lot of shit is goin on in my life at the minute which i cant even begin to explain because its too much info for anyone to take in.. I hate that all this is happening why cant everyone just drop it and move on. Stop trying to cause more trouble and stress. I cant take anymore. Friends are losing people they love and its killing me to see all the upset. People are deliberately trying to hurt people i care about and one day i will just flip and someones guna have a whole load of anger offloaded onto them. I usually keep myself to myself but im guna have a breakdown if i dont get it all out of my head. I might be the strong one in most situations but i cry every single day. And if what iv said makes anyone not want to be around me then thats their choice. I cant cope anymore with all this shit. Need my oli and moo moo for a big cuddle to make everything go away for a bit i love them more than anything in the world 💙💗
Posted on: Sat, 27 Dec 2014 12:57:11 +0000
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