(Might be) My Biggest Decision in 2015 This decision might be one of the hardest decision in my life. I really dont how can it be coming from, because I really didnt apply for this scholarship. Suddenly I got two emails (from Kyoto University and Office of International Affairs UGM) that stating me as one of the recipient of ASEAN Foundation scholarship to have an exchange program in Kyoto University, Japan, for a semester. Yes, yesterday I got it. And I got to register my availability today. I want to say my apology to someone whoever applied for this scholarship and really eager to receive this very big chance to study in Kyoto University. I really did not apply for this. But I dont know how my name stated as the receiver. I have been thinking all night long, to come with my present decision; not to take this scholarship. This has been my hardest decision in my entire life. FYI, I just received this email yesterday, and I should confirm my registration today. To study in Japan has been my dream since I was a kid, that email that I got yesterday was like a miracle. You know, its like you really want that thing, but you dont think about it, but then suddenly its being given to you, but again, in a really wrong time. I am facing a huge dilemma on this. If I got a chance, might be in the future, I might be very happy to have a same chance to study in Japan. Might be Master degree? I just hope this decision will treat me fine with my life in the future. I just want to say, I am doing this, bailing out from this opportunity, is for someone whom I really love in this entire world. I hope I can get another opportunity in a right time :) Amen.
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 00:58:31 +0000