Missing my son so much, ever day is a struggle. every day i wonder - TopicsExpress



          

Missing my son so much, ever day is a struggle. every day i wonder why the hell this happened?!!! like so many of us! its just not right! we wouldve been great mamas ...it just doesnt make sense! I just want my Michael in my arms again! Christmas is going to be so hard! its my favorite holiday! and its time for family, and presents, and pictures! one less person in the picture! my lil guy wouldve been 3 months old! this just continues to hurt so much! as always, i continue to have so much pain feel so empty, lost, crushed, feel like im being tortured. afraid. afraid of loosing another child. afraid of not being able to have another one at all. afraid of just living each day with this pain. 7 months! and it still hurts like crazy! :( Miss you my baby boy! Mommy loves you so much Michael!
Posted on: Sun, 30 Nov 2014 08:09:32 +0000

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