My heart stumbles when it reaches this day, it gives me bad memory but i cant stop remembering it. It is exactly 14 years today since u left us in despair Daddy, my only true rock, a shoulder in which I could rely on for whenever I was angry or when I needed a good cry. You were the strongest man that I had ever knew but when I saw you in that hospital bed, your feet were turning so blue. theres no chance the doctor would say... no matter what we could do- we could not make you stay. unresponsive, unable to speak, unable to feel anything but pain... everything that they could do would all be in vain. stop the test we ordered, keep him as comfortable as he can be we told doctors. As hard as it was for us we had to set him free. The next two days slowly drifted by all that I could do was hold your hand and cry. For here is this man, the strongest man I ever knew and I couldnt figure out how Id survive in this crazy world without you. And as you took your final breathes, tears formed in your eyes for as hard as it was for us it was hard for you to say goodbye. God said it was your time so you slowly picked your hands up and held them to the sky you took your final breathes and just like that.....you were gone. I know youre with mom now dancing and being free and when we get to Heaven we will all get to see. see you and your smiling face laughing, and walking pain free, well get to say how I love you, well be as happy as can be. Until then Ill miss you more and more each day no matter what I do the world is a far lonelier place without you. I love you daddy and Ill miss you more than youll ever know as much as this hurts me----Im letting you go. I Know this world is not my home. As tears roll my cheeks as I write this I can’t forget to say I luv u daddy!
Posted on: Thu, 03 Jul 2014 09:20:45 +0000
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