Ok...for those who have read recent post I apologize...I have been going through the worse times and storms of my life. Some of these have indeed been due to my own choices, and or compromises to sin that I should have been done with. Others have been part of an all out attack on my Christian witness, my destiny, my future, my marriage, my hopes, dreams, and the plans God has for my life...I started to get pissed off, jaded, and cynical, at life, at God, just at everything in general...but I apologize to yall who have come to enjoy reading the posts I put on here that are revelations God has given. I apologize to yall who are the true friends of mine who care enough to have commented on my selfish, pity party types of posts I had recently been making, even if those caring words were tough, or even harsh...I am still going through the tough times, and God has not yet begun to restore all of what the storms have torn down, but I believe He will, and I declare that out of these storms will come the man God intended me to be. Because nothing...even my getting ticked at God catches Him off guard...I saw a man come into a convenience store yesterday all grumpy and pissed off at the world and his attitude was so nasty over such a small petty insignificant thing and it hit me...If I keep acting out in the childish way many of yall saw me act recently with those comments, I will be just like that bitter pissed off old man...AND I REFUSE TO BECOME LIKE THAT! Thanks to those who indeed care enough to try to encourage and uplift me...as far as the storms...well like Pastor Waylon Sears said Saturday night...I cannot wait to see what God does in this situation
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 12:53:49 +0000
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