Okay first off, if anyone has anything to say, your opinion is irrelevant to me, this is my life and my relationship and I will do as I please an make my own choices. If you dont like it or dont approve of my choice here then block or delete me, or feel free to private message me. This is who I love and I will follow my heart. Thank you! Ashley, it feels amazing to have you back in my life. I love you very much, and I am very sorry for what I have put you through, I was wrong on very many different levels for pain I have caused you. But that wasnt me, I am back to the marky you fell in love with August 2013, before my stupid choices. So from here on out you will know anything and everything, I wont lie to you, nor will I hide anything from you. You are the Apple of my eye, the frosting to my cake, not a day goes by that I dont think about you and what you are doing at that very second, when Im not with you I miss you, when I am with you I have butterflies in my tummy, you are the first girl I have actually truly loved, the only girl that can get me to love so strong, some thing I had no idea I was even capable of doing, but Im glad you are the one that can get me to love this way, the day I met you I was so incredibly nervous, and was scared to make a move, I pulled up in my pile of carp Toyota and when you went to get in you said it was to high for you lol, then we drove to the little park down street and got out and walked around, we talked and talked, getting to know each other, I just got off work so I was all sweaty and in my work clothes covered in dried up concrete, a little while later we shared our first kiss, and man was it amazing, despite the fact that I thought my heart would jump out of my chest, but moments later we kissed again and it just felt so right, so perfect, like we had known each other for years an had been together forever, then it started getting late and I was suppose to be at work at 2am that night, when I took you home I didnt want to leave your side, I didnt know when the next time I was going to see you would be, as soon as you got inside you texted me an all I could do was smile, from that moment I knew you were the one and that we would be together forever, it only took 3 days for me to realize that I had already fallen so hard for you! It was August 8th 2013, I asked you to come outside of your friends, I was leaning with my back on my 4runner, just got off work, you looked so amazing and your hair, smile, eyes, dimples were all just so perfect to me, I worked my self up and got the balls finally, thats when I asked you to be my girlfriend, and instantly you said yes, I didnt know what to do or say all I could do was smile and kiss you, from that day we were inseparable, if someone seen me, you were right next to me, glued to my hip, where I went you went, unless I was at work and still then I talked to you all day, everyday, I got off and raced to see you, before I knew it we were a thing, people knew it, and I wasnt scared to show it, Ive always been proud of you and our relationship, I still am and always will be. Some of the best times of my life have been shared with you, the memories we have together will never go away. You are the woman I love and the one I plan on getting old, grey, and wrinkly with, I will always be right here for you, to take care of you, Ill make you soup when your sick, breakfast in bed with flowers and chocolate on Valentines day, Ill be here to talk when youve had a rough day at work and Ill even run a hot bath so you can soak and relax when you get home, Ill be your shoulder to cry on an wipe away your tears, Ill make your always safe an take away your fears, I will always here for you no matter what, no matter the place, no matter the time, it could be 3 in the morning an a spider in the bathroom, all you gotta do is call and I will be right there to squish it for you. Ashley I love you more then anything on this planet, you have been so amazing and great to me and Aysha, the best thing that could have ever happened was you walking into our lives and it did, you have thought me how to love unconditionally, I am so thankful for you and to have you in my life, the things you have shown me and done for me truly are a blessing, you stepped up and became a mother to a child that was not yours, you treat her and love her as if she had come from your own body, you care for her, you play with her, you make sure she is always happy, and you show her incredible love, she loves you very much, you are and always will be her mother, you may not share the same DNA but if you didnt know that, you would never be able to tell, she looks up to you, she gets excited to see you, shes glued to you, she is your baby. love makes you family, not blood, we are a little family, and for that I could not thank you enough, you gave her a mommy, you gave her love, you gave her a family, most off all you gave her your life, and not many people have the heart to just drop everything and jump right into being a full time parent. I will forever love you for that, and no matter what she will always be your daughter.. Ashley I could never stop loving you, everyday the love I have for you gets stronger, deeper, and more noticeable, I will never love another individual the way I love you. You make me want to be the best man someone could ever be, and I will fight to be the best husband, father, and bestfriend anyone could ever ask for, you and Aysha are my happiness, the reason why I wake up everyday and keep fighting to move forward and succeed in life, I will never give up because of you, I will always strive to give you my all, you are truly and honestly the best girlfriend, fiance, mother to my child, and wife a man could ever ask to have. You are the definition of love, you are my sunshine, my better half, my other half, my soul mate, my everything, and my bestfriend! You are the best thing to have ever came into my life aside from our baby. And I will never let you walk away again, I will never cause you any pain in your life again, and I will never be the reason a tear falls from your eye again. That is not the man I am, you deserve to be treated like a queen, nothing less And I will make that happen and be your king, you deserve the world and im going to make sure you get it.... I love you Ashley! And I want the world to know it, to see it, I am so damn proud of you and what we share, I will not allow ANYONE or ANYTHING to get in the way of that, over my dead body, and that will be known. Im all yours, through thick and thin, for better or worse, we have been through it all, through hell and back, but Im still always going to be right here, I want to hear you say I do, and I will hear you say it. We got this, me and you against the world ashley, not one person can stop that. I love you babe, I always will! Your my booger butt(: I look forward to the years to come and whatever life may throw our way, because we will always get through it... Over the the last week Ive poured every single feeling and emotion I have for you out, youve seen it, the world has seen it, idk who hasnt seen it or by know who doesnt know how much I really care and love you, but for what its worth I would show you over and over again and pour it all out everyday just to reassure you that its real and I truly mean it. Id do aanything in this world to make sure you are mine, all mine and will always be here, Im glad we are back, not having you in my life was the worst thing thats ever happen to me, Ive been through a lot and I mean a lot, but that had me at rock bottom, I was lost had no clue what to do or any motivation to even do it, all I could do was fight to the end to get this back and I did, but I will never stop fighting to keep it and show you everyday just how much I love you and how much you mean to me. So be ready to hear my love for you on a daily baby. Sincerely, love always. Marucs w. Boldt.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 12:23:51 +0000
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